Introverted By My Thoughts [✓]

Irritable

I'm so pissed right now.
Not pissed, irritated.
I feel like basically smashing everything,
And everyone around me, to the ground.
I'm teary, and it all doesn't make sense.
Everyone's just talking, but all I want to do, is scream shut up!
No one should talk to me right now, but they still do.
They want me to laugh; I do like a fool.
I'm some puppet; just doing as they please.
They touch me, and make me laugh along with their silly jokes.
Take your freaking attention away from me!
I want to yell, but I keep putting up this stupid smile.
It's all for them, and this makes me even angrier.
I can't even walk out this;
I'm paying this price for a movie,
I auditioned long ago to act.
The sad part's I can't stop this acting charade,
And this movie's been long tiring.