B A N D M A T E

F I V E

The whole arena was full of fans. The boys were backstage, Ashton was still sad about what happened this morning but he tried his best to act as nothing happened. Nia was still around acting all clingy with Luke and it really started to piss off Ashton.

« Maybe you should tell him. » Calum whispered when Luke left with Nia to grab some drinks.

« No, no I can't. » He said starting to freak out. « I'm not brave enough to face him and to admit that, no... not possible, no way. » Calum laughed and he patted his shoulder.

« You know Calum's right. » Michael said chewing chips. « He deserves to know and you'll be relieved. »

Ashton started shaking a bit, he was really nervous about telling Luke how he feels. The guy obviously wasn't gay and Ashton wasn't either but maybe he was? He didn't know, all he knew was that every time Luke was here he wanted to kiss him, put his nose in his hair and look at his beautiful blue eyes until he's tired of it. -which would never happen because God have you seen Luke's eyes ?-

Suddenly the blonde came into the room, holding Nia's hand. They both landed on the couch just hugging as an average couple would do. Ashton sighed, his heart was heavy.

« Hey, Ash. » Nia called out from Luke's lap and the boy raised his head. « It's been a while since we last talked how are you? » She smiled.

Not that bad, I just want to kiss your boyfriend so badly that I could just rip my heart out and hand it to him.

« I'm cool. » He smirked. «You? » He said before drinking a bit of his soda.

« Good, Luke and I are thinking about moving together when you guys will be back from tour. » She said before kissing Luke's cheek.

Ashton nearly chocked on his soda.

« Yeah, we just talked about it. » Luke said feeling uncomfortable.

Ashton's heart shattered for the hundred times of the day. Fuck the tour was ending in two months, that's so fast, no Luke can't just move on with her, he can't because then it will be serious and they'll get married and then she'll get pregnant and damn no Ashton wasn't ready for this.

« That's aw-awesome. » Ashton smiled.

« Yeah, you guys are awesome. » Calum insisted on the word, frowning.

Then it was just silent, it was a bit awkward and everyone could feel it. Ashton was sad, Luke looked sad too. Michael was uncomfortable because he knew that Ashton was dying inside to tell Luke everything and Calum was upset because he hated when they were all uncomfortable.

Yeah, nice time in 5sosland.

Only Mia looked having a great time.

« Alright, guys two minutes. » 5sos' assistant came in.

A few minutes later the boys were entering the stage and before they could reach it Luke grabbed Ashton's wrist softly. The small boy frowned and he turned to face the blonde.

« Are you mad at me or something? » He asked with a pout. « You know about this morning, I'm so sorry I shouldn't have gone but she pissed me off and I didn't want to fight. »

« N-no no, I'm not mad at you Lukey. » Ashton smiled shyly.

« Good, so we're okay yeah? » Luke asked with an hoping look.

« Course we are. »

« Great. » He smiled truthfully before clapping a kiss on Ashton's cheek quickly.

The boy instantly blushed and he pressed his hands on his cheek while Luke disappeared on stage.

Damn, he really had to tell him.

// I'm so excited for you guys to read next chapterssss ! How do you think Luke will react? //

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