Safe Place ~ WayHaught

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My writers block is cleared up!!

~Nicole POV~

Waverly finds new ways to amaze me everyday. Just when I think that loving her any more is impossible, she does something that is so freakin wonderful and I fall a little further. We've been through so much together in the past few months. Her breakup with Champ, her coming out to me and Wynonna, our first 'I love you,' our first kiss, Mictian.

Wynonna and C.J. being assholes and interrupting what would have been our first. . .you know.

How did I not know that the girl I'm absolutely in love with speaks Latin? She speaks a lot of ancient languages. Apparently she started learning them to help Wynonna with the Earp Curse when the time came. It was so cute today, she came up to me in the halls at school, she just started spouting off a bunch of words and I was completely confused.

"Te amo magis quam et solem lunam diligit." I of course had no idea what that meant when she said it to me. "I love you more than the moon loves the sun." She explained to me what the words meant and it took all of my willpower not to kiss her.

We aren't exactly public about our relationship. Nobody at school knows that we're together and at first I thought it would be for the best, but I really want to be able to kiss her whenever. I don't want to hide how I feel about my girlfriend. My Waverly.

Just tell her how you feel. The worst that could happen is us deciding not to change anything. It'll be okay.

"Hey, Waves?" I reach out and put my hand on her shoulder. She has her headphones in and is watching Carmilla for what I think is the tenth time this month. I definitely got her hooked on that series.

"What's up, sweetie-pie?" She takes her headphones out and adjusts herself to look at me.

"I was just thinking and," I'm really nervous about this so I pause to gather some courage. "Do you think, maybe we could be more-um-public about our relationship? I know we said it would be best to just keep it a secret, but when you tell me how much you love me and then say that we shouldn't let anyone know that we're together, it kinda makes me feel like you don't mean it so much." I feel like that came out wrong.

"You think I don't love you?" Waverly's expression is shocked, borderline distressed. I can hear the pain in her words. "Nicole, how could you even say that? Of course I love you. More than the moon loves the sun, remember?" I can almost feel the pain radiating off of her.

"No, I know you love me. I just," how do I put this? "I feel like you're embarrassed to be with me. Like that's why you don't want to tell your friends. Like I'm not good enough for you."

Mental note; stop talking, dumbass.

"Nicole," Waverly manages to whisper before standing up and walking out of her room.

That went well.

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Sorry for the short chapter, but I really needed to update and I figure that only 500 words is better than none. Thanks for being patient with me, I know it's been like a week since my last update. I'm just extremely stressed out.

I have my Algebra midterm in about 20 minutes and my English Comp. midterm is tomorrow morning. I haven't had any sort of exam in about two years cause I've been homeschooled and just didn't really have tests. Not to mention that these are the first college classes I've ever taken.

Anyways, enough about my personal life.

I love you,

~Jordan Ben