With Me

Chapter 17 Ava

 *Warning sexual content*

It's has been two months since I met your father but little one you will never meet your father because of the fact he doesn't even know you exist. Sorry, little one as I rub my belly. He is out there being a rockstar player he is and not knowing he had a son or even a daughter on the way. He's on the road again. It was a stupid idea of being a surrogate then I fell for the brother that got me in the mess anyway. I would never swap the little life I am going to meet in seven months or so. I can't wait to meet you. It is just going to be the two of us, it's better that way then I don't come between two brothers.

I got my next appointment in 2 weeks I was hoping he would be there but we haven't talked since I ran a month ago after our big massive fight. Because I couldn't tell him what was wrong? He accused of cheating. That's when the fight escalated. We were screaming and crying at each other while putting our clothes back on. I am standing in front of my tall mirror in my bedroom looking at my belly. I am 8 weeks and I am showing already. Then I realised that J is a twin. I put hands on my belly and gulp. Please no, I don't want twins not while I am on my own. I can't do this on my own.  

J: Please, can we talk?

My phone dinged a message. We haven't spoken for a month. Now he wants to talk. I have been avoiding his calls and messages. I also got rid of his social media I followed. Jon has given me some space after we talked. I look again in the mirror, I guess I can't hide for long. I might as well face him now. It's now or never.

A: Meet me at my place in an hour.

J: K. See you soon.

A minute later there is a knock on the door. I open it and there standing was Jordan standing there in his normal outfit of black t-shirt and jeans. I look a little underdressed in a baggy hoodie and sweatpants. 

"Are you coming in or are you just going to stand there on my front doorstep". He walks in before me. Then I shut the door.

" How are you?" He replied.

"Good. How's the tour going?".

" Good. Great. I got a lot of songwriting done while out on the road which I haven't done for a while. I feel bad the way things were left a month. I tried to call you but I couldn't get through to you. Why?".

"I needed time. I needed to work out my own feelings. I am sorry too. I should have told how I was feeling?" I replied.

" Are you going to tell me what's going on in your pretty head of yours".

I take his hand and leads him to my couch. We sit down next to each other but not too close. He does not sit too close and allows me my space and lets me make the first move.

"I am not and was not seeing someone else like you accused me of doing. But there is something. I was and still am scared to tell you".

Jordan moved closer to me. I grabbed his hand. He lets me make the moves. " I know" he whispered in my ear. 

"Know what Jordan". I moved my hand from his and moved it to his face and traced my fingers down his cheek and jaw.

" I realised what you weren't telling me when you ran out of my house. But was too late I couldn't find you and then you wouldn't accept my calls".

"What do you think it was?". I grabbed his hand again and brought it towards me.

He knows

He doesn't want the baby

He doesn't want me

" That you are pregnant and it's mine". He smiles.

I smiled and placed his hand on my stomach. "Yes, we are. I found out during the appointment as it came up due to the blood tests and urine samples I took for the health check. I thought I had the flu".

Shit, I am only 21.

" I am scared still because of the baby and I are going to be in the middle of you and Jon. I am supposed to be his surrogate soon. I told him I have another appointment in a months time. It's going to hurt him if our secret gets out before we tell him. I don't want to tell him yet". I look up at Jordan and then at his lips. I move closer and so does he. Our Lips crash together as they belong together. We do. I wrap my arms around his neck to bring him closer. He smiles. We deepen our kiss.

"Miss you," he said against my lips.

"Alright daddy" I tease. 

" Don't call me that. It sounds weird, mommy".

"It does, doesn't it" I replied with a smile.

" How far are you?" As he moves away from my lips.

"8 weeks. I have another appointment in 2 weeks. Will you be there".

" Try and stop me. Of course, I will be there for you".

He wants me.

He wants our child.

He kisses me again gently as he pulls me up from the couch. He walks us to my bedroom for makeup sex, gentle makeup sex. 

He walked me to my bed and lays me down. His eyes were dark and full of lust. It's been a while I could tell in his body language. He removed my top and hoodie while I removed his t-shirt. He kissed me on the lips and slowly kissed his way down towards my stomach.

"Hello, little peanut. I'm your daddy and I'm back for good" he whispered to my stomach and then kissed it. He then removed my sweatpants and panties. He got up and removed the rest of his clothes. I looked at him and licked my lips when I saw his erection standing upright and ready. He laid on top of me again and kissed my lips. I could feel him twitch against me. With one hard and fast thrust, he was inside of me. My head hit the bed board as he trusted that hard.

"Oh my God. Give me a warning next time" I moaned

He smiled at me and a sly grin. He was going faster and harder as if he wanted to be quick. 

"What no foreplay today, hey mister".

" Nope. Need you now. It's been too long" he replied while slowing his thrusts. He stops but stayed inside of me.  I could feel him inside twitching. "I miss you. I miss this. I have been wanting this for a month now. It's been building up and I need to release it. I have been so horny. I didn't know I coped on tour with the girls throwing themselves at me. The beast behaved himself as he only wants you, Ava" he said with his voice getting slightly deeper and raspy with lust. He pulled out and slammed back in again. He was pushing deeper and getting rougher. He pushed my legs further apart so he could get deeper but staying as gentle as he can because of little peanut as he calls the baby. I can feel my body clamp against him and I shudder with my own release. 

"I'm cuming. OH MY GOOD JORDAN. Fuck J fuck. fuck. Fuuuuuccckkkkkk!!!!!!!".

He kissed me again. He goes faster and harder as he is getting near to his own release. He closes his eyes and I can feel his whole body shudder as he gives one final hard fast thrust.

" Fuck Ava. I'm cuming. I can't stop it. It feels so good. Fuck. Fuck. Fuuuuuucccccckkkkk!!!!! I needed that". As he collapsed on top of me. "Sorry, it was a little rough. I couldn't hold it any longer. Too much tension from holding on for a month". He kissed my lips. 

It became rough sex as he was desperate for me. He knows I  like it that way anyway.