With Me

Chapter 41 Ava

After another day in the hospital I was allowed home and so were the twins. Both Joe and Tiffany helped me so I could settle at home. I moved into Jordan's place not long ago but being here doesn't feel right not with him not here. His place was slowly being less of a bachelor pad and more of a home. Now the twins are here it will become a family home. We settled the twins in their nursery which was painted by Jordan before Thanksgiving when he wasn't that busy with his music. Two walls were pink in colour and the other two were blue in color. Both Sofia and Christian had a crib each. In the middle of the room was a rocking chair. I haven't seen since before Thanksgiving but then only half of it as it wasn't finished, when did he finish it. There was a changing table in the corner next to a very stylish white-coloured chest of drawers. The drapes in the window we're Disney. Each of our children had a bear in their crib and a Disney mobile above. Christian had blue covers while Sofia had pink.

"It's so beautiful".

" He did a great job, " says Joe.

"I don't know when he finished it. As we haven't been in this house since Thanksgiving. We stayed at his other place in Boston".

" Yeah, Mr Lucky has a few houses just like Jon. Jon, I wouldn't be surprised has gone back to LA after you rightly blew up in his face" replied Tiffany.

Tiffany noticed something on the changing table. She picks up a letter from the table and gives it to me.

"It's addressed to you and Jordan".

I slowly open it. I am worried about what is in it.

Dear Jordan and Ava,
I am so sorry about my jealous actions towards the two of you. But I will say nothing more about why I am like it. I will let Jordan tell you his story first, Ava. I am staying in LA for a while just to keep away but also for work.
I wanted to do some good after overhearing Jordan and dad before Christmas about not finishing the nursery for his children. I took it on my own to finish what he started while he lies in the hospital recovering from the accident. Recovering from his selfless act. He has always put people in front of himself. That's the one thing I love about my brother. I may not have shown it recently.
Jordan I would like to put the past behind us and look into the future as brothers again. I felt this while I saw you in your coma. Hearing that you were in a coma fighting for your life. I wouldn't like the last words we were to say to each other I hate you and you are not a brother to me.
Well anyway, I hope you like the nursery and all the extra things I put into it. I know Jordan you would have wanted to have finished it yourself. But with you out of action how could it. Anyway, I hope you like it.
Jon xx

I finished reading it and gave the letter to Tiffany who then read it. Joe was still looking around the nursery amazed by the work Jon has done. Everything was baby proofed as well ready for when they start crawling and moving. I grab my phone and take a few photos for Jordan to show it's finished. I know he might not even remember anything and our children at the moment. I also sent a message of thanks to Jon. I hope he reads it. 

Me: thank you so much

Me: I ❤ it

Me: it's beautiful

Jon: I am glad you love it

Jon: I'm sorry 

Me: where are you? 

Jon: back in Boston again

Jon: where are you?

Me: New York at the moment for a few days to pick up some stuff then back to Boston to stay while Jordan is in hospital

Jon: how is Jordan?

Me: the same

Jon: still in a coma

Oh, he hasn't spoken to anyone then.

Me: no he's awake BUT

Jon: (sigh) thank God

Jon: but 

Me: he doesn't remember anyone. He has a massive brain injury and has a drip excess fluid. He complained of a massive headache when he woke up.

Me: you're an uncle to twins 

Jon: congrats 

Jon: I mean it 

Jon: when are you back I want to meet them 

Me: me too. 

Jon: bye 

Me: bye Jon. 

When I looked up from my phone both Tiffany and Joe were looking at me. 

" What's up?".

"Just been messaging Jon". 

" How is he? He hasn't been in touch with anyone not even mom since he left the hospital on that day we were allowed to see our brother Jordan". 

"He didn't say" I replied, "All he said was that he was sorry and that he was happy that we liked the nursery". 

" Where is he?".

"He says he's in Boston" I replied, "You guys can go back if you want".

" No, we are going to stay here with you. And make sure you are OK, Ava". 

"I'm fine". 

" No we all go back tomorrow," says Tiffany.

And that's what we did. I wanted to go back to the hospital. I need to be with my boyfriend even if Jordan doesn't remember us much. The more we are there the more it will help him get better. We need him better. 

A/n just a short sweet chapter. Jon is back and is sorry about the things he said and done.