With Me

Chapter 20 Jon

I couldn't believe it my own brother double-crossed me again. When we were growing up he always had to have my toys or wanted what I had. When I became a movie star, he was a struggling solo artist still balancing school work as well. He was only 17 when he got signed to a record label. Nothing happened really happen until he sung the main song for one of my movies. Then he became a star. I was jealous because I was also a struggling artist. I would deny it that I was extremely jealous. I am looking at a magazine I was given earlier and there was an article which caught my eye 'Is the rockstar playa now going to be a dad. Who is the girl?'. There was a photo of Jordan and Ava coming out of a clinic. I picked up my phone to text Ava.

I NEED A WORD WITH BOTH OF YOU NOW!

When is a good time for you, Jon

NOW.

See you here. We are at J's place.

I got to the door of my so-called brother and started banging on the front door. Ava opened the door. I came in and threw a magazine at her. Then stormed over to my so-called younger brother and slammed my fist into Jordan's face.

"How could you?. You always have to ruin things. Always have to have what other people want".

" I fell in love. How could I stop that? You can't stop feeling like that. I love her. You would never understand". He rubbed the side of his face. Ava was looking at the magazine I gave her.

"You don't do that. You never stay with the same one for long". I was mad, really mad.

" Well, I have changed. Ava has changed me for the better. It wasn't like we planned it. It sorta happened. One night of passion".

"Since when do you know about that". I was seething.

"You don't think I am capable of anything".

" With your track record, what do you think?".

"You're such a prick. You know that" roared Jordan.

J hit me back hard in the nose. Oh my God, he didn't just break my nose, the fucker.

" You're so going to pay for that" as I wiped my bloody nose on my shirt sleeve.

Ava disappeared for a while then came back again. There were two of us supporting bloody noses, blood down the front of our shirts. Both of us were looking at each other ready to seriously hurt the other one. There was no brotherly love in the room now. Just pure hatred. J who was bigger in broad and height had tackled me to the floor and punched me in the face and stomach. I then kneed him in the groin. J fell to the floor. Punches were flown everywhere. Ava was standing there watching us in horror not wanting to get in between us.

"I can't believe you could do this. I can't believe you ruined my future, my plan of a family". Punch.

" What? It's all a publicity stunt. It was all to help your stupid film". Punch.

"How do you know that?" I roared "You have always had it easy. Your career was because of me. If you didn't sing in my one of my films. You would have still been a struggling artist".

" I could have done it without your help".

"Sure you can. But you begged me to get you the gig".

" I already had a record deal when I asked you. It was the extra help needed".

"You going on about my publicity stunt".

" That is nothing like what you wanted".

"How do you know?". J then growled and leapt at me but I dodged his pathetic try and J crashed into the table. He picked himself off the floor and flew at me. His 6 foot 1 frame and muscle made it easy to flatten 5'11 frame of me. Jordan had more of a muscular body than me. I fell to the floor just as Joe got here.

"Guys what is the meaning of this" demanded Joe.

"Ask him," both of us said at the same time. We were at each other's throats. Ava was shaking like a leaf with tears flowing down her face.

"Jon found out that we are having a baby, J and I".

"This is all because I am going to be an uncle".

" It's more complicated than that" she cried "I was going to surrogate Jon's baby. But I met and fell in love with Jordan. After he came back from being on the road, one very passionate night led to all of this".

" Oh Ava".

"He found out because of an article in a magazine" she cried "I couldn't tell him earlier thinking I would lose both of them. Now J is going to lose a brother because of me".

"OK you sit down I will sort the Neanderthals before they really hurt each other". We were punching each other. J had me by the throat and I had my hands on his hands trying to pull him off but failing miserably as he was stronger. I was always jealous of his muscular body as I was just lean with some muscles I could never go for those action movies as I don't have the right body mass for them. I was jealous of his well-defined pecs, 6 pack stomach and well-developed biceps. He was bigger than me in height and broad. I hate it as his body was an action movie type and I wanted it. I couldn't get mine like that. Joe got in the middle of us. He was smaller than us but he managed to throw me against the wall and his twin, Jordan against the other wall. I don't know how he managed that as Jordan was way bigger than him.

" Can someone please tell what the hell is going?"

"YOU CAN ASK HIM" I yelled. I stepped forward to have another go when J wasn't ready for it.

"THERE YOU GO ALWAYS BLAMING ME FOR YOUR SCREW UP".

" WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT".

"I AM IN LOVE WITH MY GIRLFRIEND AND YOU'RE JEALOUS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T HAVE WHAT WE GOT".

" I AM NOT JEALOUS".

"YES, YOU ARE. YOU WOULDN'T HAVE COME DOWN HERE ALL ANGRY".

" NO, I AM NOT. I WOULD I BE JEALOUS OF YOU". Well maybe a little, I am jealous that you're better looking than me and I am jealous of your muscular model like body. J stepped towards me now.

"Knock off guys. You're scaring Ava". I clenched my fists and stared at Jordan.

"YOU ARE LONGER MY BROTHER. I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR UGLY FACE EVER AGAIN".

" FINE BY ME. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOURS EITHER. I HATE YOU".

Then I slammed the front door. I stormed to my car and sat there for what felt like hours. My life is so screwed up now. All I wanted was to have a family. I didn't notice the three of them going off to hospital. I sat in my car weeping like a baby which then made me cry more. Why am I so jealous?