With Me

Chapter 27 Jon

I know it's Thanksgiving in a day as my mom has been ringing me to make sure I was coming. I didn't want to go because it means seeing them. I don't want to go as it hurts too much, hurts to see them together. I'm not jealous. Derek walked into our room. I could hear him sigh as he looks at me curled up in the bed where I have been for God knows how long.

"You can't spend time like that Jon. You need to eat and exercise. You definitely need a shower. So get your lazy sulky self up and hit the shower. Now".

I get up reluctantly and go into the shower. While I was in there I didn't know Derek was packing for a trip this weekend. When I got back into our bedroom, I noticed a suitcase on the bed.

" We are going away for the weekend to get you away from this bedroom".

"I hope it's not Boston though, Derek".

" No, it's not. It's actually Cape Cod. The beach".

"But it's cold".

" The fresh air will do you some good. So be quiet and stop moaning". I glare at him "Ready. Let's go" as he picks up the case. We get into the car. It's not long for us to get into the I95. I start to feel a little sleepy so I fall asleep for the rest of the trip. I woke up when the car stops finally. I open my eyes. There was a familiar house in my view.

"I told you, I didn't want to come to Boston. I can't believe you did that".

" You are coming to spend time with your family".

"No, I don't".

" You will regret it".

"No, I won't. Take me home now".

" I'm in for Thanksgiving".

He leaves me in the car as he comes into the house. I finally make an effort to go into the house as well. I walked into the family room. Oh great, he is there my so-called brother. I give him a look. That goes once I look at Ava. She is there too. That's it guys rub salt into my wounds. She is huge. How long have I been away? She looks like she will pop any moment with HIS CHILD. Stop staring Jon. But it should have been mine growing inside of her instead its demon spawn. That's it Jon stop staring now. That should be my child but my brother planted his evil seed first. He always gets his way. They are in love, Jon. No, they are not. He will be gone by the time the baby comes.

" I have to go, Derek. I can't be here" I replied quietly. Mom follows me out of the room.
I was sat at the island glaring at my younger brother who happened to walk in.

" Hi," says Jordan walking in.

"Don't hi me, Jordan" I replied coldly "I still haven't forgiven you".

" What I can't love my girlfriend".

"Like I said you can't do that, you never have. You will soon have another one soon. Then you will leave her to look after your child on her own".

" No, I won't. I love her. We have moved in together. And I am going to marry her too".

"It won't last long".

" You're jealous. Always have. Always will".

"No, I haven't".

" You sure about that. You always think I have it easier than you".

"No, I don't".

" Sure about that. You always think I'm the favorite".

"You are" I yelled.

" I don't think so cos you are the favorite. I seem to never do anything right. Jordan put your studies before music. You're late home again Jordan. Where have you been Jordan?. You have it easy? Jon, sure we help you through school so you can act as well.  Hey, don't worry about how late you are to come home".

"BS and you know" I shouted.

" YOU WANT TO TELL WHAT IS GOING ON?".

We both stopped in our tracks like two naughty children. Our mom was standing in the doorway with her hands on her hips glaring at us.

"I'm waiting for an answer to why we can hear you in the family room".

" Our fight was his fault. He stole the girl again".

"Did not. You have Derek. I don't know why you jealous" yelled Jordan.

" You are going to have a family. I was going to but you stole her".

"I didn't. We fell in love".

" You never do that" I yelled.

"Jon".

" I know what. You're jealous of me" he replied angrily.

"Why?".

" It's because I can have a family" he shouted.

"Jordan".

" It's because you're taller and I'm jealous I can't get a muscular body like yours" I shouted "And yes because you can give a family while I can't really being in a gay relationship. Yes, I'm jealous".  I ran out of the room. I went to go outside onto the porch only to find someone else there. Joe and Ava were out there. I hear them talking.

" Can I?". Ava nods. He places a hand on her tummy. "Wow. I remember mine did that".

"Do you have twins?".

" No 2 boys and a girl".

"We do".

" You will be fine. You have Jordan to help you. He's great with my kids". She smiles but that changes after the next remark. Oh, so they are having twins huh!.

"You really think so Joe. Just because he's your twin and you guys always stick together. I think he will run the moment they are born. He is never good at taking responsibilities even when he was a kid". I was standing there in the doorway. " Hope you chose well Ava. I hate to think he's gonna hurt you in the long run". When I walked off in the other direction to look for Derek. I need to get outta here. I don't want to be here.

I find Derek in my old room which happens to be next door to Jordan's. We were close when we were little, it changed when he hit fourteen. It's getting late so I lay down on the bed. Derek comes over to me.

"I'm going to make you feel better. I am going to give you a full body massage to help you relax babe".

"I would like that". I close my eyes and let him do his wonders. I started to moan as he went further down my body.

" You like that".

"Oh yeah".

" Feel better".

"Yes, babe". We kissed each other which was ruined by noises next door, moaning and cursing as well as creaking. " Really. Why does he have to do that? ". Derek kisses me again. I hear it again. " It's not like he can get her pregnant, she is ready and with twins".

"Ssh" Derek said pushing his hand down. He knows how to shut me up. He pushes me into bed and with his hands roamed my body making me groan loudly. We kissed again. Our moans were getting loud. We stopped because of banging on the wall.

"Will you knock it off, will ya". Jordan was banging on the wall. I knew it was him.

" No".

"Shut it" he yelled through the wall.

"That is it he has ruined the moment". As I push Derek off me. It's like he has to compete with everything. Make it all about him. No one else was allowed to have fun. Ahh, it's quiet now. Either they have gone to sleep or they have gone. No, they have gone as I hear both his door and the front door slam closed.

 Thanksgiving dinner is going to be fun tomorrow. I can't wait if I'm still here...