Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Ten

            Danielle-Dae Young House....

    "It couldn't of gone that bad." Jenni said. "Yeah, sure, you try having to be held by a person who gives you bad vibes that reminds you of someone you really hate. And then trying to calm yourself down so you don't have a panic attack on national TV." I said rolling my eyes. It had been a week since my doctor's appointment, and I'm sure my stress levels are way out of whack now. I had the meeting with the boys about the photoshoot, and it's tommorow. We had to have time for our crew members to have things set up, and for our designers to make or choose the clothes.

     I have to be at this 2 or 3 story building that BigHit Entertainment Company uses for photoshoots all the time. We'll be on the roof where it's gonna be somewhat sunny, I'll be fine, I have my bracelet. Jenni had gotten me a batch of daylight bracelets to use during the day, probably 2 days during the first week of my rehabilitation that she was taking care of me.

     I wear one everyday, and I have an extra in my bag if the one on my wrist breaks. She got me bracelets because she knows I'm not much of a ring person. "Okay nevermind I take that back. But hey, you still did good and I was right there out waiting for you." Jenni said. "Yeah.. I guess." I sighed as I moved some of my bloody meat rice around. Jenni had picked up some takeout, which was rice and with some veggies. But she had cut up some raw meat and put it in mine, and mixed it with the blood.

   She had decided to have dinner with me tonight, apparently the rest of her band had stuff to do. So she wanted to spend time with me and see if I was alright. Which I am, asides from almost having a panic attack on national TV and ruining my image. That's just great. Well here's how it happened. So I was sitting with the boys as defconn and Jeong Hyeong-don we're asking me questions first, then they started asking the boys.

   Mainly it was how is it to work with each other, and then JungKook had said, "It's amazing getting to work with another hard working idol. And I can't wait to see how the videos end up!" Then he hugged me calling me Super cool and sweet, and I had a flashback. I had to calm myself down in order to try and not have a panic attack. Everyone had noticed my heavy breathing, Rap Monster, had told JungKook to let me go and he did. JungKook had freaked a bit and felt bad. He tried to apologize.

    I said it was fine, but after we got off the show and headed to backstage, he tried to apologize. I had to resist the urge to hiss and glare my fangs, but all I said was, "Please stay away from me and don't ever touch me again! Anymore and I'll change my mind about this deal!" Yet Jenni had told them I'm sorry, but to please refrain from touching me. It just makes things worse. "And I'll be right there tommorow too for your photoshoot, I've already talked to my manager." Jenni said. "You know, you can't keep doing this. Your in a band too so you have stuff to do too. As much as I love the support." I said.

   "I know, but I need to be here for you. Your my little sister and you need me." She said smiling at me. "I know but still, I can handle myself Jenni. You act like I can't." I mumbled between bites of my food. "I just worry is all." Jenni said. "Well, I guess it'll be good that your gonna be there tommorow." I said. She nodded, and we finished eating. We threw our stuff away, then we both went up to my room. We both needed to get dressed for bed.

    Jenni is also staying the night with me ... Precaution measures to make sure I'm okay. But again ... She just wanted to spend time with me. She grabbed some clothes from her bag and went to my bathroom, then closed the door. I watched Min-Min stir in her little doggy house bed, but then sleep again. Smiling, I walk over to my dresser and grabbed some clothes. I quickly strip myself of my clothes and changed into a black tank top that had a built in bra, and a pair of long light sleep blue pants.

    I slid on my thin grey jacket then brush my long hair, not putting it in a messy bun this time. Like usual. I grabbed my dirty clothes and put them in the hamper with the others, then pull the covers back for me and Jenni. Yes, she's sleeping in the same bed with me but we're sister's. We've done it before when we were little so we don't mind it now. When she's here with me I actually get some sleep without waking from nightmares. Which is good, since I'll have to look good for the photoshoot tommorow.

   "Ready for bed already?" Jenni asked coming out of the bathroom. She had her hair down, a short sleeve shirt that was a U-Neck and it was pink with a colorful saying scribbled in cursive so well I couldn't read it, and some grey mid thigh shorts. "Yeah, I've had a tiresome day. And I'm sleepy and ready to sleep so I can face tomorrow." I said sighing. "Wow eager huh?" Jenni said. She came over to the other side of the bed, and sat on knees as she was on the bed.

   "Almost like your eager to get back to the boys ... Or that one that I see who's always giving you the puppy love eyes." She continues, "What's his name again? Kookie? No, that's what the guys or one of them call him. Oh I know it's JungKook!" She finished as she grinned. "What? Him? What about him?" I said slighting glaring. "I see the way he looks at you Dani .. and how he cares for your well-being, heck, he even tried to apologize to you twice today because he felt bad that he may of scared you." She said.

   "What are you getting at Jen?" I asked. What is she trying to say? I mean I'm smart but sometimes I don't always get what she's trying to say. She's like mom with her unique language I don't understand at times. "I think he likes you Dani." She said grinning. "What? JungKook? No, that's not possible. No guy would ever like me. Especially for what I am, they'd hate me for me being a vampire and because of the other thing." I said.

   "I think he does. But you scare that boy to death that he jumps back, maybe this is your chance Dani!" Jenni squealed. "Chance for what?"I asked with slight panic. I don't know why I was suddenly getting this feeling of dread in me. Maybe I'm scared of what she's gonna say? Who knows. "Your chance to date! Fate has finally given you a chance to fall in love with someone! See, I told you things would come around for you!" She squealed with happiness. I wanted to slap the excitement/craziness or whatever crazy thing she ate out of her. Because she sounded crazy!

   "Jenni, Jenni, Jenni! Listen to yourself! Your crazy! Do you really think this is fate? I'm telling you fate doesn't exist or else it would of been there for me in the past when it decided to have my life changed by some twisted monster! This isn't fate at all! And he doesn't like me just like I don't like him! Please get that through your head of yours before I get anymore pissed then I already am!"I yelled flashing my fangs as a warning. I had never done that to Jenni ... Ever. But tonight, she crossed my boundary line. I wasn't really mad just slightly irritated.

   She knows I mean well too, and she's seen me have an outburst so she's not that sensitive about it. She's use to it. She pulled me into a hug and I sighed as I leaned my head on her shoulder, sighing. "I'm sorry for raising my voice." I said apologizing. "It's fine, it's my fault for saying that stuff. But all I want for you is to be happy. That's all." She said. I pulled a fake smile and sighed, knowing she was telling the truth. All she did was want me to be happy and she looks out for me. Always making sure I'm okay.

   Seeing me happy is what I can can give her as a reward for looking out for me constantly, so she can start her life. Find her happiness. But, I guess, maybe she's right on this? Maybe fate is trying to give me another chance? But with JungKook? And the Bangtan boys? Seriously? Fate could of given me something worse then this ... Behead me or stick me in the heart with a wooden stake, or hell, let me burn in the sunlight. I don't burn into ashes though ... I only get burns on my skin like you would if you've been in a fire.

    "Alright, come on now let's get to bed. You have a shoot tommorow and need some sleep." She said smiling. I nodded, and we both got under the covers. I turned off my bedside lamp and lay down, feeling my eyes slowly shut till I fall asleep into darkness.