Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Thirty

         At Asian Artist Award Show...

    Backstage dancers dressed in white that we're girls and guys, come back and get with me. Even Jae Tae-Yeong came out, and got behind me. He was in a white tight v-neck shirt with a white thin jean jacket, and some white pants. His black hair the only thing standing out. The music played, an upbeat tone with drums and guitar. "Believe me, I'm speechless I wish that I could say those words You whispered so sweetly. And maybe I'll regret this but I've gotta be honest." I sang. Dancing like I meant it, I walked to the other side of the stage and Tae-Yeong followed me.

     "Cause we made a promise, I won't break it now I wish I could hold you
But how could I be so unfair to lead us to nowhere? We've both been down that road before And if this should end us please know that I'm helpless
I've made up my mind." I sang. Tae-Yeong grabbed my hand and pulled me close, holding me against his chest. We grinded against each other a bit, and I was grinning at him. I felt a slight glare on me, but I didn't know where it was coming from. Probably from IU who was sitting at a table not too far from my sister's table.

      Probably figuring out I'm sexier than her .. which I find slightly true.
"It's not that I don't care the way that you do It's just my heart's not ready yet For somebody new It's not that I don't feel the feelings you do It's just my heart's not ready yet For somebody new." I sang again, and Tae-Yeong turned me around so my back was against his chest, and he held me. Moving against him as he moved with me, and we went side from side.

     "If only this started when love was something new to me I'd never have questioned, rejected what we could have been But when you've been broken, some wounds remain open
That no one can heal." I sang again. Getting out of Tae-Yeong's arms, and walking to the middle again where I shook what hips I had slightly, not full on twerking. I'm not Lyra... Sorry LyLy. Moving my legs in a twirl but then locking hands with Yeong, pulling him with me as he twirled me slowly. I still felt the angry gaze on me but I still kept going.

     "It's not that I don't care the way you do, it's just my heart's not ready yet For somebody new, it's not I don't feel the feelings you do it's just my heart's not ready yet, For somebody new." I sang swiftly. I sang as Yeong pulled me close and against him, and we pretended to lean in as if we were gonna kiss. But we weren't! Yeong doesn't like me like that, at least I don't think so, though he sure likes to flirt with me just to get under JungKook's skin. But then I pretended to push him Yeong back and he smiled, trying to get me back.

    "It's not that I don't feel, the feelings you do It's just my heart's not ready yet For somebody new, it's not that I don't care, It's not that I don't care, The way that you do, The way that you do, babe. Cause when my heart's not ready yet for something so soon, yeah, it's just my heart's not ready yet, it ain't ready. For somebody new." I sang softly as I ended it, and Yeong had me in his grasp again holding me tightly against him chest to chest. A hand on my left thigh holding it against his waist and we smiled, as everybody clapped.

     Though when Yeong let me go, I hugged him and thanked him for volunteering to be my main dance partner. And he said he'd wait later to talk to me about something. He then got off stage and then I was alone. I knew my next song was gonna be one dedicated to the girls ... That I knew would watching tonight. I was gonna make them proud! Getting in formation, the lights flickered and I heard the jazzy beat. This song was during me and my girls bad girl/rebel era, so why not?

      Listening to the music that I never got tired off, I was smiling. Adjusting my around head microphone I immediately stood up. "You say that I'm messing with your head, yeah yeah yeah yeah, all cause I was making out with your friend, yeah yeah yeah yeah, love hurts whether it's right or wrong, yeah yeah yeah yeah, I can't stop because I'm having too much fun, yeah yeah yeah yeah." I sang with a laugh at the end, moving quickly and making an heart with my fingers. But then made an X.