Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Forty-Nine

          At Danielle-Dae Jeon House...

                            Later...

       "I swear I hate going up and down these stairs." I growled as I complained. "Dani, your gonna be fine. I'm always here for you." JungKook said smiling, and I couldn't help but smile back. Sighing, we walked down where the party was. Today after the ultrasound .. we planned to have a baby reveal/baby shower party. Sadly not everyone was here ... Well we're missing my girls, Nao, JungKook's parents, his brother, and my parents. They we're busy and said they'd try to come visit again before I actually give birth. And they'd also try to be there when I actually give birth ... Which to say I'm actually quite scared of.

      I was scared for many reasons. For one there may be a chance I get post partum depression, there could be a birth defect, or something may go wrong during the delivery. I've heard of every birth defect and lots of birth complications. It scares me that I could be one of those women who has a birth defect child, or has complications. But Dr. Jing keeps telling me that if just do what she tells me, take my prenatal vitamins, get my exercise, drink the now 2 bags that I'm suppose to, and everything everything will be fine. She says that, so does Jenni, Sydney, the Bangtan Boys and my husband.

    Who keeps assuring me everyday, when I worry, that everything is going to be okay. But that seems to be the only thing he notices. Though I guess I can't say anything ... He has been working hard lately with the boys. No come back, but they've been working harder and have a bit more busier schedule. Constant interviews, TV show talks, magazine interviews, articles, filming, fan signings, concerts, dance practices, vocal testings and pretty much everything a idol has to do. He tries his best though to be here for me, knowing I can't do much idol work. I pretty much can't do anything at all except for write songs, wait no change that.

     JungKook won't even let me write any songs. He says it stresses me too much, and right now he doesn't want me to stress at all. And after I give birth I still have a month or two, maybe even three of maternity leave. JungKook may only get a month off, or he may not get any at all. But he's trying to talk to Mr. Bang about getting time off, since he wants to be here of course for our newborn child. I tried to tell him that he needs to work, since I'll be on leave he'll be the only one working. And I know he doesn't like to be away from the boys too much. And I get it, they practically raised him since he joined and debuted with them when he was only 15.

       So yes I understand it completely, but then he tells me that he wants to be a good father and be here for the baby. And I told him he wasn't gonna be a bad father. And then he tells me that he doesn't want to miss all the important moments, and that I couldn't argue with. It's not that I don't want him here for the baby when it's born, it's just he has work and I know he enjoys it. The boy loves music and can't get enough of it, he's like Namjoon and Yoongi in a way. And I know he plans to make some of the baby's nursery music themed. But I'm not disagreeing with it, I have a passion for music too.

     It's why I wanted to become an idol. And though JungKook says he doesn't care what the baby wants to do in the future, as long as it's nothing bad, I think he wants the baby to be an idol when he/she grows up. He says if the baby does then he/she would be amazing, considering that we, the boys, my sister and her band, and my girls were or are idols. So most likely ... Our children are going to be idols. Which is totally fine with me and it's okay, I would actually encourage it. Well I would if that's what they wanted. If so, then I wouldn't mind at all. I'd be actually happy.

      "You ready to reveal the gender?" JungKook asked, interrupting my train of thoughts. "Yes, and I'm ready to get this whole pregnancy thing over with." I whined with a complaint. "Your fine, and it's not much longer till the baby is here." JungKook said with excitement, his bunny teeth exposed as his smile went up to his ears. As we finally made down the stairs, and to the kitchen there we saw Jenni and Jin. Fixing what was left of lunch to be fixed, I had made some. Then some of the others made their own dishes and brought them over. Which helped out a lot since JungKook doesn't let me stay up long enough, so I can't cook much.