Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Twenty-Eight

         In Danielle-Dae Young Limo...

                 A few hours later...

   "Dani look, it's gonna be okay. Maybe he wasn't the one." Jenni said through the phone. Sighing, wanting to run a hand through my hair but I knew I couldn't. "Jen, look I just rather not talk about this anymore. Because I may burst into tears and I can't ruin my makeup before I get to the show." I said. "Alright, I love you and I'll see you at the show." She said. "Love you too Jen." I said, then I hung up on the phone. Sighing, I put my phone back in my bag and leaned back on the seat. Back in the limo with Hun-Jang driving me.

     "Everything alright Dani?" Hun-Jang asked. "Yeah, ... Just had a tough day." I said. Hey I wasn't lying ... I just didn't feel like talking to him about it. Because I can't ruin my makeup. Well I technically think the makeup was fine, it's just I was picky with my outfit. It showed too much skin. Nao will so be hearing an earful from me later. She had wearing a white crop top that it's sleeves we're up and around my neck, so no sleeves. It had a shiny silver chevron design on it and all around, then the skirt was high waisted but you could still see a thin line of my stomach.

     The skirt was white and was in ruffles, it had three layers but they were short. At least the last bottom layer covered my inner thighs. My shoes were white silver 3-inch open-toe Worthington Dayne Pump heels. For accessories, I had on a white choker with a silver moon accessory hanging from it. And I had a silver chain bracelet on my right wrist, that was about it. Asides from my makeup which looked really good, and my hair was down in curls, but some of it was pulled up into braids that went around my head and leaving my bangs out.

    Sighing, I just leaned my head back on the seat. Watching the passing lit up buildings, or buildings that just had lights strung up. With December here and Christmas right around the corner, time got busy here in Korea. Plus everyone on New year's, turns a year older. So nevermind, I'll be 23 and Jenni will be 24. JungKook will be 23 since his birthday passed before we did the collaboration. It's weird I know, but it's just how we do things here in Korea. Though I never count the extra aging thing, to me I'll still be the age I am. But what makes it more special is getting to spend it with someone.

   I remember I spent my birthday with my sister, her band members, and the Bangtan boys. It was fun and probably the best night ever, which makes it harder to say goodbye. Since tonight will probably be the last night I see the guys. Plus, i'm sure after this I'll be going on world tour soon. Well I'm not too sure. But Mr. Lee says I may be ready, since I've been working hard and that I seem to have my album almost done. Yes, right after the two collaboration videos were done, I wrote a new song called Somebody New. Did the choreography, and also made the video.

     It's flying through the charts and is now #3 of today's most listened too after my two collaborations with BTS that are still going strong as #1 and #2. And I'm proud of myself for working hard. I'm already working on a new song ... Which should be done soon. So I'm flying through this album like crazy, and I can't wait to work on it! So, yeah, I've just gotta keep my head up high and dust off my shoulders. Keep my spirits high and look on the bright side of things. Plus with this, my panic attacks will lessen even more. Which I haven't had many today or recently.

    But I need to keep calm, and just thing of how good tonight will go, if things stay as planned. I hope they do. Because I don't need any interferences, and I can't embarrass myself in front of National TV. This year the awards show was suppose to be held somewhere else, but there were issues so it's being held here in Seoul. "Danielle, we're here." Hun-Jang says as he breaks the silence. I nodded, and grabbed my bag as he came around to open my door for me. As he did, I was then suddenly engulfed in flashes and shouts. He helped me out and then went back to the limo, and I stood there on the red carpet. Bodyguards on each line of the rope to keep the press at Bay.

     I walked towards the middle, and stood there then smiled as I waved. They all shouted, trying to get me to answer. But I knew what Mr. Lee would want me to do ... Answer one then leave. So I go to the first reporter I see and smiled at her. "Miss Young do you think you'll win the nomination tonight for best soloist of the year?" She asked. I gave her my best smile, and looked at the camera. "I'm not sure a guarantee win, but winning an award isn't important to me. But it makes me happy to be here, and I'm grateful to even be nominated because of my wonderful fans who I love more than anything. And I hope I make them proud tonight with my performance." I said sweetly.

    Then I told them bye, and walked into the area that held so many people. Tables, seats, decorations, seating areas above and the huge stage. The area was just huge itself. I walked to where the kpop idols we're to be seated, and sooner or later I found my sister with her group. I ran up to them and hugged Jenni, and she nearly squeezed me to death. "Oh my god! You look amazing!" Jisoo said with excitement. I smiled, and looked at them. They were all in white and black, it reminded me of their outfits from that show they did where they wore white.

    But looking at Jenni, she looked stunning. She was in a short white lace dress, it stopped at her mid-thigh. The top of the dress had a collar that went up her neck a bit, and from her shoulder down wrist the sleeves we're see through. There was like a white tank top almost but underneath to cover her chest, and there were frills going down her chest to her waist. Where the top collar was, was a black string that was tied in a bow and there black string tied around her waist. She then had matching black knee high boots, and her hair was up in a high ponytail with a braid in it. She didn't have much makeup but she still looked beautiful.

     Jisoo wore a black dress that went down to her mid-thigh as well, and it had long sleeves we're puffed but stopped at her wrist. It was a flowy dress and at the collar that went up her neck a bit held a white ribbon that was in a bow. To top it off, she had matching black boots that had a white belt on it. Her hair down and just straightened. But she looked pretty too, all the girls did. Not just Jenni.

    Rose was in a skin tight long sleeve white dress that stopped at her mid-thigh, around her waist was a black lace belt that tied the outfit together. But also with her white 3-inch regular pump heels, and her hair was curled then just left down. Lisa was wearing a sweater dress that stopped at her mid-thigh too. It had a turtle neck, and long sleeves. On the front or the turtle neck was fake gems, and on the rest of the front body of the dress had fake black gems. To tie it off she was in white boots, and her hair was just up in a ponytail.

    Wow ... Now I feel underdressed. "Thanks, so do you girls. But I feel underdressed." I whined with a slight smile. "No you look great." Rose said smiling. "Yeah, you look amazing. I just love the outfit, you should dress more like this." Lisa said smiling at me. I looked at Jenni and she was smiling that sweet gummy smile, "You look beautiful Dani, the outfit looks great on you, I'm so glad Nao chose this." Jenni said. I sighed rolling my eyes, remembering to kill Nao later for this. But their compliments were sweet so I started to change my mind.
So I sat with the girls at their table, and we just talked and talked.

     Catching up on stuff and I told them what happened, they were surprised but soon we had to hold down Jenni who was planning to go kill JungKook for kissing someone else when he knew he was on a date with me. Me and the girls had to hold her back, because she was literally walking trying to find them. But I didn't even know if they were here yet ... They like to be fashionably late as some say, but I couldn't tell. Though they always seemed to make the press drop down to their knees ... But I doubt those boys would be coming around me after this afternoon.

    And as much as it hurt ... I knew that's what needed to happen.