Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Twenty-Three

                At BTS Army House...

    After watching like the second movie, the guys went to help Jin find a game we could all play. So JungKook had dragged me to his room that was kinda small, but big enough for him. Gosh he has so many pillows. He said he wants to talk while they pick a game ... Because he says they hog me too much and he never gets time with me. Sitting on his bed with him, we talked about how crazy things are gonna get now that we managed to recognize the choreography for the first song.

    Well that'd be a great thanks to our choreographer. It wasn't my idea, since Mr. Lee knows I come up with my own choreography all the time. But Mr. Kim thought it'd be best to get one for the boys since their so used to having one. Anyways, their choreographer was home with family because he's getting a break since the boys will be working with me for a bit. Though they still work on their own stuff. Because their idols too and need to still produce music. So I went along with the idea of a choreographer, and it's not half bad. Me and him both have the same ideas on the choreography for the first song. Which is almost ready to be filmed.

    Because the vocals are ready, and the choreography is ready too. We're just doing more practice to make sure it's perfect for the video that will be let out. Plus Mr. Lee is talking with my crew to get some ideas for how we want to do the video, the props, background, and costumes. Well outfits really. But when we had the search for a choreographer, I knew that he was perfect for the job. Jae Tae-Yeong. He's my age, good looking, and a good choreographer. He knows what he's doing and the same ideas with me on how I want the moves to be, but also has some of his own ideas that I like.

    He liked the idea how I in cooperated imagining being held by a guy, teasing him as if he was trying to get a kiss and I wouldn't let him, or just being held in his arms. He liked that, but he said I should it with one of the guys. He thought that the older boys should be in the back ... While it's JungKook who gets to hold me. Which I don't really have a problem with much. Except for how it makes me feel like I'm grinding on him as I move, and so does he. That's just the awkward part so I'm still trying to work that out so I don't give him another boner. God I still remember last time .. it still terrifies me.

    "But don't worry, we'll be getting breaks. Besides we don't want you almost collapsing on us do we?" I asked joking. He chuckled but nodded. He knew what I meant. On their world tour this year, in Chile, during a show JungKook had overheated and worked himself so hard that he almost collapsed. The boys were so worried for their youngest band member, and even I was a bit worried when I heard of it. It was so bad that he had to be taken to another room and fanned constantly, hydrated, and I think they had to take his pants off but he wanted to leave his socks on?

    He said his socks were his pride. It made me laugh, it was funny. Though I was worried for the golden maknae too. I worry for every K-pop idol ... I'm not that heartless. I mean I may have trust issues with certain guys but I worry. "Yeah, don't want that again. Don't wanna scare the guys." He said. "You scared me to." I said admitting my feelings towards the subject. He looked up at me in surprise, and I gave him a sheepish smile. "You were?" He asked. "Yes, I worry for every K-pop idol. I'm not some heartless women, that some of the press make me out to be." I said. He smiled at me and I smiled back.

    "You had me worried too." He said. What? When? Where was I? "The night you were attacked.. we hears the news because our manager told us. We wanted to visit you, while you were in the hospital, and comfort you. But we we're busy and didn't have the time, plus the hospital wasn't letting anyone non-family related in. They didn't even let the press in." He said. I felt my heart flutter for a minute, and I felt a slight blush creep to my cheeks.