Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Fifteen

         At Danielle-Dae Young House...

     Limping back to my bedroom, I finished off my cup of packaged meat blood. I managed to limp back to my bed and sat down. Throwing away the plastic cup in my nearby trashcan and sighed. Fixing my long black leggings I adjusted my sport bra underneath my plain oversized short sleeve light purple t-shirt. I grabbed my thin jacket that was close by and slid it on, then got underneath my blankets. I adjusted myself to get comfortable in one spot then I stopped once I was. Sighing to myself as I laid in the dark ... Well somewhat dark.

     The moon was my light through my curtains. I laid there in deep thought. Thinking back to what happened tonight, I didn't even want to go. But some tiny part of me was happy I did. I remember when we had stepped out of the car, it was like I was hit with a huge wave. Because I was immediately sucked into a space like dome where it was just me and, him. His eyes were looking into mine as if trying to find something. But he probably couldn't find what he was looking for since I had my colored contacts.

      I felt like he just wanted to look at me from head to toe, but he didn't. It's as if he didn't want to scare me off. Like he was almost asking permission to look at me. Yet I looked at him and something in me was just turned on. I don't know why I was .. I never get that feeling. Ever. So this was something new to me and probably something I'll never forget. But what he said during the dinner just, I don't know, made me feel something different. "Miss Young.." he started. "You look nice." he blurted out. All I remember was I felt slight heat rise to my cheeks, and then the flashback came rolling in.

   "You look so nice like this."

     I gripped the blanket and tried not to grind my fangs as I was gritting my teeth. Trying to wipe the image from my head before I started to panic. Taking deep breathes I started to slowly calm, and then I think of what else happened. I remember Jenni taking me to the bathroom, calming me down, then quickly taking me to her car. I felt bad for having to cause so much trouble for boys. But then again I couldn't help what happened. It seems that everytime I see him, I think back to him who ruined my life forever.

     Then I tried to image myself just killing him myself. Of finally getting my revenge for him taking away my human life that actually enjoyed. If he hadn't turned me into the monster I am, then I'd still have the ability to do the things I wanted to do. But they got taken away because after I was turned I did something to myself that ruined any chances of those abilities. It was back during my rehabilitation that I did something to myself because I wasn't myself. I wasn't thinking clearly just yet, and I destroyed myself. I only hurt myself.

     And I swore to that day that if I ever ran into him again that I'd kill him. Not caring how much or what I had to do to kill him. But it would be done. So that he wouldn't hurt anyone else, so they wouldn't have to deal with what I've gone through. Hopefully I can save the next victim in time. I especially don't want him to come over any of the boys or my sister along with her band. I didn't want them to be in the same immortal bed as me. They just don't need to be in the same situation as me .. they should get to enjoy their human life's.

     Sighing, I ran a hand through my hair and just quit my thinking. Thinking gets me nowhere. It'll only give me worse nightmares, and I already have enough of those. I stop and clear my mind, then slowly drift off to sleep.

   "Dani, are you feeling any bett- Oh my god! Jenni! Lisa! Rose! Come quick!" Jisoo yelled. Running over to me and wondering what to do, I felt so much pain and held my stomach. "Dani what did you do?" Jisoo asked panicked. Soon my sister, Rose and Lisa came running in and they all gasped. Jenni ran then slid down to me and she looked like she was about to burst into tears. "Rose call the ambulance! Lisa call Mr. Lee and Dani's doctor to prep a room! Jisoo go grab some towels so we can apply pressure and try to stop the bleeding." Jenni barked orders.

   They all went and did what she said, Jenni pulling my head into her lap as she was looking down at me. "Dani stay awake, stay with me little sis." Jenni said. I looked at her, with slight blurry vision and a nose filled with the strong smell of my own blood. Soon Jisoo came with towels and pressed down on my side, to apply pressure in hopes of stopping the bleeding. "The ambulance is on their way." Rose said coming back in. "Mr. Lee said he's on his way to the hospital, Dani's doctor said she sent trusted paramedics and she's preparing a room." Lisa said coming back in too.

    "We need to move her out so the paramedics can get her quick, girls help me move her." Jenni said. "Jen is that a wise decision?" Jisoo asked. "I don't think it is." Lisa said. "The bleeding will get worse." Rose said. "I don't care! We need to get her out so the paramedics can just come in and go! So help me please!" Jenni yelled. They nodded, and helped Jenni carry me. They carefully carried me down the stairs and managed to get me out of the house and down the long stairs to the front gate doors.

    The girls opened the gates as soon as there was a big bang at the gate doors. The paramedics saw us and they got me on the Gurnee, Jenni didn't leave my side. As they were getting me in the car they stopped Jenni , "Are you family?" Paramedic one asked. "Yes, she's my little sister and I need to be with her." Jenni said in an almost pissed tone. They let her in, and they closed the doors. I saw the girls get in the group car and they drove behind us. I saw the paramedics getting stuff and doing their job. I had a breathing mask put on me, and I was hyperventilating.

    "She's going into shock." Paramedic two said. "She's gonna need a blood transfusion by the time we get her to the hospital." Paramedic one said. I winced feeling a needle being pressed into my arm, and I realized that was my IV. I slowly started to lose feeling in my body but I managed to feel someone holding my hand. I looked and saw it was Jenni who was in tears and praying that I'm gonna be okay. I squeezed her hand and she smiled a bit, and continued to hold my hand.
I honestly didn't know if I was going to be okay ... But I knew I had to reassure her even if I wasn't sure myself.

      When we had made it to the hospital, I realized I was being wheeled into the CHA Bundang Medical Center where my personal doctor works. Jenni right next to me with the girls behind her, and Mr.Lee not too far behind them. All I could hear was cries, maybe a scream, and mumbled voices. It was hard to tell who was who. I was then wheeled into a big room that had this huge light, and other surgical stuff. I was lifted and put into the bed where I saw my doctor with other nurses beginning to do their work. I turned my head and saw Jenni at the push doors that we're the way in and out of this room.

     She was being held back by the girls. She was screaming and crying, I said tears running down her face as the girls looked upset too. But they were trying to keep her back because she wasn't allowed in the room. "Miss Young look at me, stay with me miss." A nurse said that was at the top of my head who was holding my breathing mask. While my body went numb completely, I didn't feel the cuts or stitching or whatever my doctor was doing as she was trying to save my life. I was still only at the early stages of my vampire life, so if I did any major damage then I could really loose my life.

     And if I had to have any stitching it would heal slowly untill I wasn't in the early stages anymore. Or until I drank actual human blood, from the source or from a bag. But I wasn't even going to drink packaged meat blood. I didn't want this ... I wanted to be human again. I kept looking at the ceiling so I wouldn't look directly into the huge light. I was so tired, so I started to close my eyes. Feeling everything go black I heard shouts but I couldn't hear what they said. I heard bangs on the door and suddenly I fell unconscious.