At CHA Bundang Medical Center...
2 hours later...
"F**k!" I cried, throwing my head back and gripping the bed sheets. "Dani baby, it's gonna be okay." JungKook said, holding my hand and trying to reassure me. I sighed, and tried not to crush his hand. I'm almost fully dilated and still am not ready to give birth, this little girl is about to be given the boot out for her eviction notice. She about to be getting it early. At this point, I don't care if she's not 10 centimeters flipping dilated. I just want her out! And I couldn't get the epidural... Again! Seriously, what is with these damn kids and not being able for me to be given the damn numb shot?! I'm flipping serious! She's hurting me worse than Jeongsan did!
I looked to JungKook, who looked worried as hell, and stroking my hand that he was holding. He hates seeing me in pain. Says it breaks his heart. Seeing me and Jeongsan both, hurt him. It just shows how much he cares for us, and I love him for it. JungKook looked up at me and sorta smiled, trying to get me to calm down. "I'm fine Kookie. I promise I'm fine, just she's hurting me a bit more than Jeongsan did." I said with a slight smile. I can't really smile when I'm in pain, so don't judge me! "Just think, in a little bit we'll have a little girl with us." JungKook said, smiling and trying to get me to think of the bright side.
I wanted to roll my eyes, but I knew he was right. And I should try to stay positive. But I know one thing for sure, "Your getting a vasectomy." I said, and he gulped. I giggled and sighed, figuring I was probably joking. Do I look like I'm joking? Knowing he forgets a condom if I don't remind him, and that sometimes I forgot my pill. I'm not joking. Someone can go snip snip away on his a**, at this point I don't care anymore. I just want her out and to not get pregnant again after this one, maybe after years later! We'll just have to have his vasectomy undone... At least I think you can do that, can you? I don't know.
But I know he's getting one! He'll heal up pretty quick after the procedure if he drinks a bag. Wait, can a vampire even have a vasectomy? Sh*t, I didn't even think of that, damnit. "Your a** may be lucky since your a vampire." I sighed, and he just looked at me funny. I giggled a little bit, actually ignoring the pain for minute. Forgetting it was there. Having JungKook here with me, cheering me up, it was like I wasn't even pregnant. That was until Dr. JungKook came in with nurses, and I came back to reality. "You ready to get this over with?" Dr. Jing asked with a chuckle, and I looked at her. "Hell yes!" I panted aloud, feeling a contraction hit me again.
I look to JungKook and he looked at me, "Let's do this." He said as he held my hand. And I nodded.
You say love is messed up
You say that it don't work
You don't wanna try, no, no
(You don't wanna try, no, no)
And baby, I'm no stranger
To heartbreak and the pain, of
Always being let go (Always being let go)
And I know there's no making this right, this right
And I know there's no changing your mind, your mind (Your mind)
But we both found each other tonight, tonight
So if love is nothing more
Than just a waste of your time
Waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Tell me why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Baby why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Tell me why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
So we don't gotta go there
Past lovers and warfare
It's just you and me now (Yeah, yeah)
I don't know your secrets
But I'll pick up the pieces
Pull you close to me now (Yeah, yeah)
And I know there's no making this right, this right (Yeah)
And I know there's no changing your mind, your mind (Oh)
But we both found each other tonight, tonight (Oh, yeah)
So if love is nothing more
Than just a waste of your time
Waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Tell me why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Baby why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Tell me why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me) Tell me why not
Yay, waste it on me
Don't you think there must be a reason
Yeah, like we had our names
Don't you think we got another season
That come after spring
I wanna be your summer
I wanna be your wave
Treat me like a comma
And I'll take you to a new phrase
Ya, come just eat me and throw me away
If I'm not your taste, babe, waste
Waste it on me
And I know there's no making this right, this right (Yeah)
And I know there's no changing your mind, your mind (Oh)
But we both found each other tonight, tonight (Oh, yeah)
So if love is nothing more
Than just a waste of your time
Waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Tell me why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Baby why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Tell me why not waste it on me
Waste it on me
(Waste it on me) Tell me why not
"Wahh! Wahhh! Wahhh!"
"Oh my god!"
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