Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Thirty-Six

  
       At Pierre Gagnaire restaurant...

   "Your food should be here shortly." The waiter said, and then he left us alone. Sitting across from JungKook in a private room ... Not what I had in mind. But hey gotta give the guy some credit. "Are you excited for tommorow?" JungKook asked, and I nodded with a smile. Tommorow was when I'd be going on Weekly Idol, with BTS for our interview. Basically to see how we've been doing since the collab ... And when everyone finds out me and JungKook are dating. It wasn't the best idea I had thought ... Though Mr. Kim, Mr. Lee and Mr. Bang PD Nim thinks it'll be good.

    I highly doubt that Mr. Bang would agree to this, that was until we got pulled into a meeting with him. And he explained why it'd be a great idea! Saying that with my fans and BTS Army fans going crazy for more collabs, there wouldn't be any issue with announcing our relationship to the public. Saying that if we do this then the fans will be so excited, and will rave about it. He said if me and JungKook every got married in the future too, then we needed to announce it to the public as well. So we'd have to take pictures and leak them to the public. Great ... More photoshoots. God I hate them.

    But I'm quiet nervous about announcing our relationship, I mean seriously I'm scared for what everyone else will think. I told Mr. Bang that we should wait maybe another month, because it's only been a few days since me and JungKook got together. Things haven't really taken off completely, and with our busy schedules we're trying to find time to spend together. JungKook agrees too that maybe we should wait a bit longer till we announce to the press. But to no avail ... We lost the argument, and I never really lose one.

     Well we couldn't say no to Mr. Bang because he's above us in working ranks. So tommorow we're announcing it and I'm scared as hell. Though I can't tell if JungKook knows that or not, he seems to be getting good at learning my emotions with my eye color change. Now that him and the guys know my secret, I no longer wear my colored contacts. So I wear my glasses and they see my real eyes change with every emotion. But in public I have to wear my dark brown colored colored contacts. Sighing, I just look around the room as I avoid JungKook's gaze on me.

   "Dani, are you okay? If your not feeling well we can go back to your place and have the date there. I don't mind." He said with a worried tone, holding my hand from across the table as he looked at me with those loving yet worrying eyes. The eyes I could always get lost in and just loved to look at. "Yes, I'm fine. I'm just not ready for tommorow is all." I said with a sigh, I felt him continue to hold my hand and he smiled at me. Making me feel a bit relieved with what he's gonna say. "It'll be fine, I know it's earlier than we planned. But in the long run it'll just make things easier. And afterwards, we can go hang out with the guys at your place or ours." He said.

    "You know what will make me better?" I asked. He chuckled, and just continued to smile. "What?" He asked. "Getting to cuddle with you, later tonight. Because you know how much I love having you lay with me." I said smiling back at him, and I giggled a little bit. He laughed, which made me giggle more. "We'll cuddle tonight I promise." He answered back. I nodded, and we continued to talk about what's to be going on tommorow. And talked about other stuff, he managed to make me laugh so much I almost fell out of my seat. 
When our food had came, we ate as we talked about the future.

   Well I told him how the girls a.k.a Jenni, Lisa, Rose, and Jisoo along with my girls think just because we're soulmates that we're gonna get married. He seemed a little happy about the idea, so I didn't tell him I thought it was a bit ridiculous. But it gave me hope that maybe we will one day. But I put that behind me so I could focus on now, because the present is better than the future right now.

  I empty my drink but it gets filled with loneliness

I should've just given in, why did I argue all the time?

Even the trash bag thrown away on the street

Makes a lonely sound in the wind

  All I did was color you in my white, blank paper

But then I realized, it already became a finished picture

You and I are like cell phones

When we're apart, you know we'll be broken

Only your scent completes me

  Hurry and hug me

  I can only see you

I can only see you alone

Look, I'm fair with everyone else but you

Now I can't live a day without you, please

Hold me tight, hug me

Can you trust me, can you trust me

Can you trust me

Pull me in tight

Can you trust me, can you trust me

Please, please, please pull me in and hug me

    Slowly moving my feet to the song, I felt JungKook hold me close. Both arms wrapped around me, as I had mine around him. Laying my head on his chest, and he was smiling as I was. The moment filled with sweet and sensual passion, just carrying me off to cloud 9 as this continued. I didn't wish for this moment to end because I felt everything as the air felt tense. Though I didn't mind it since with every sweet and affectionate thing he did or said, it cut through the thick air like a new sharp stained steel knife. Creating a new atmosphere that had him and I wanted to be there with him, I got it because he pulled me in.
 
   Making the sparks in my body just serenade me, with a good feeling. Making me see and feel the love he says he has for me ... And see my actions that I show my love for him. Of course we're going to leave here in a few to go do whatever else he has planned, but, I rather enjoy this moment with him. Spending as much time as I can with him. Because I know that tommorow we're gonna be busy, and I won't get much time alone with him. So I plan to enjoy this all I could. Right now, the moment was perfect. His touch so homey to me already ... But also just so comforting.

  "Did I tell you that you look beautiful?" He asked in a hushed tone, whispering into my ear as if we were to be quiet. "Yes you did five times already." I giggled, but couldn't help the smile that crept up on to my lips. "I know, I just thought I'd tell you again because it's true. Because it just means I got so lucky." He said with that bunny smile, and I giggled at it. Lucky? He got lucky? I'm not too sure of that because I'm not really any luck. "How's that?" I asked. And he caught my chin with his left hand, making me look up at him with a gentle handle.

   "I'm lucky because I have beautiful girl who I can call mine. And call my everything." He said with so much love, his eyes looking down at me lovingly. I wrapped an arm around his neck as I pulled him down a bit, and our lips met in a slow passionate kiss. Wanting to express all my love in this way so I wouldn't have to do it any other way, and I felt him wrap his arms around me as he pulled me close. The music changed and I knew the song ... JungKook's cover of Nothing Like Us. Perfect timing! Our slow kisses soon turning to something more, and he kept his hands at my waist.

    Knowing to keep his promise of not going over the boundaries till I was ready. Running my fingers through his hair, tangling them in his curly locks that I just loved to mess with. I felt him smile against our molded lips and I couldn't help but giggle. I knew this was just perfect ... And I loved every single second. I wouldn't give it up.

    I wouldn't give it up for nothing.