Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Thirty-Four

       At Danielle-Dae Young House...

                           Later...

   "No! Don't put it in a good cup!" I yelled. He laughed, and got a styrofoam cup then poured the dark liquid into it. Putting a lid and straw in it ... I felt disgusted. He dumped the empty bag in one of the nearby trash bins that I had in my room. Sighing, I felt the urge to throw up as he sat next to me with the cup. "Have you really gone this long without even trying it?" JungKook asked curiously. "Yes, because I refused to even drink it. Especially from the source which would be you right in front of me." I snapped lightly. "Why?" He asked.

    "Because I didn't want to hurt anyone, and I felt if I did, then I'd go crazy. That I'd end up sucking the life out of them and wouldn't stop." I said back. He grabbed my hand gently, and held it as he flashed me that sweet bunny smile of his. "Hey it's alright, and I think that's a great reason because your being protective. But your lacking nutrition." He said. I sighed, and held onto him as he helped me up. His arm supporting me from behind and I held onto him, but I winced as it was putting pressure on my stomach.

    "Here, you need to drink now so you can get better." He said again, holding the cup up to my mouth knowing I didn't have enough strength to hold it up myself. I didn't even have enough strength to hold onto him for long. He got the straw to my mouth, and I clamped down on it. "Now drink, please." He pleaded and I nodded, I prepared myself as I sipped on it. Watching the dark liquid go up the straw and then that's when I got the taste .. the metallic but ... Sweet taste. It actually tasted good. I don't know why I didn't take Dr. Jing up on that offer before, I should of.

    As I continued to drink the sweet liquid, I hadn't notice JungKook was starring at me so intensive. I stopped and licked the liquid off my teeth, and lips. Not wanting to freak him out then he probably was ... If he was that is. "Are you okay?" I asked, he jumped a bit as he seemed startled. "Yeah, I just, I guess I just spaced out. I guess you just distracted me." He said as he smiled. And that's when I felt it ...  A weird tingley feeling on my stomach. And I felt some strength .. so I quickly lifted my shirt just above my stomach, took off the bandages while JungKook yelled saying I shouldn't be doing that.

   I finally had them off .. I looked and saw it myself. I saw my skin creeping over the nasty scars and stitching, the skin stitching itself back together like the scars on my thighs would do but slowly. Speaking of that ... I felt the weird sensation on my thighs as well, and I was just in awe of how this could happen so quickly. I was just so shocked and had forgotten that JungKook was right there. As I continued to watch, it had finally healed all the way. I smiled and turned to look at him, I grabbed the cup and set it on my bed side table.

    I hugged him and then I pulled him in for a kiss, shocked by the sudden action he hesitated but then kissed back. The kiss gradually getting heated ... I had pulled him closer to me, but that was a bad idea. The bed made an 'Oof' sound and I felt like laughing, but didn't know if that would be the best for the situation we we're in. I guess when I had pulled him close ... It caused him to fall back on me, but he ended up using his arms to hover above me. Our lips still sealed together but he looked surprised, so did I.

    "Your body looks great."

     I ignored his voice and focused on JungKook, and calmed myself. Looking at him ... He pulled back, and  he looked at me. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen." He said as he immediately sat up, sitting next to me. I could see him blushing but I couldn't help but blush myself. The way his body felt against mine just sent sparks throughout mine, and it felt good. "It's fine it was an accident." I said waving my hand down to indicate it's alright. "I know, but I just wanna say this now. I won't ever force you into situations like this or anything sexual, if you want to wait. That's fine with me." He said as he blushed more, and I giggled at the sight.

    It was cute seeing him all like this ... But I'm betting he was blushing because he was probably thinking of different kinds of sexual scenarios. It's sweet how he's saying this now, and that he's the type of guy that would wait for me. Even though I'm not really a virgin anymore and it's sad that I can't give it to him, but the fact that he wants to wait is sweet. I'll probably have to tell him soon of what happened .. but I don't know what he'll think of it. But then again, I'm sure Jenni has already told him. Because when I had asked about JungKook when she was taking care of me, she was being hesitant. When she gets that way it means she's done something.

   And it's fine, but I wish she probably hadn't told him even if she didn't. Or if she did. He's bound to find out sooner or later, but I wish to be the one to tell him. But I've still got something else to tell him if we ever get married, which maybe will happen. But I doubt it highly. I moved closer to him, and hugged him. He smiled and hugged me back. I felt comfortable in his arms and safe, and very much sound. He kissed my head and I smiled, knowing that with him I'll be just fine.

      Later we made it down the stairs, we dug into the pizza Jenni had gotten us. Apparently now that I'm getting the right nutrition, I'm able to eat human food without getting sick. I was happy because I missed so many of my favorite foods. And now I'll be so much more stronger, even my workout time will be bumped up. JungKook says we should workout together, and try to find some time during our busy schedules to spend more time together. And that we should have time to have the guys and my sister with her band hang out with us too, all as a group.

   He said he also wants to meet My girls. Who he noticed came to the Asian Artist Award Show, and he saw how happy I was. I showed him a picture of my god daughter Ha-neul, who is still about a month old. She's so cute! Sydney keeps sending me pictures of her, knowing I love each picture. I'd have to tell them soon that I'm with JungKook ... Lyra would flip out and probably get on a plane back here to go through my closet and grab the lingerie knowing I haven't work it yet and probably make me wear it. But here's the thing ... It probably won't fit, because when she got it for me .. my figure wasn't what it was in the past.

    From what Nao says my body is, "Your figure is perfect! You have the body almost every girl wants! Damn your future boyfriend will be lucky!" But I told her if I ever got a boyfriend, we weren't gonna focus on sex till I felt I was comfortable enough to even talk about it. And maybe ... Just maybe ... I'll go and shop for lingerie that fits my figure. Because who knows? Maybe I'll surprise him with a little teasing image. But then again JungKook probably wouldn't be able to handle it. Oh, but I probably won't because I'm not that comfortable yet with it. 

   So we were cuddling on the couch, under one of my fuzzy blankets. He laid down and I was on top of him, cuddled close to his chest as he held me snuggly against him. He was warm and being in his arms felt good, it felt familiar and where I belong. "So how long do you think it'll take for the guys to find out we're together?" I asked, giggling at the thought of it. "It didn't take too long, actually I told them and they were like Kook stop growing up, or Kook you dog." He said laughing, and just the thought of the guys acting that way made me laugh. "I still haven't even told my sister." I said.

    "Oh now that's gonna be fun." He chuckled, and I stuck my tongue out at him. "Your no fun." I giggled, "Well your too cute." He said lightly tapping my nose and I just sighed, knowing that he of course had to say that.