Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Eighteen

                 At BTS Army House...

     JungKook had gotten out of the cold shower he had just taken, and quickly changed into some sweats and a grey t-shirt. Water dripping from his dark jet black hair, he started to towel dry it when he winced. Again. "I thought cold showers were suppose to help." He grumbled to himself. He looked down and noticed the rising tent in his black sweats. "Crap this hurts." He said through his teeth as he tried not grit on them. He didn't even know why this happened ... Just like he didn't know what to do to get rid of this. Well he knew one other way but he wasn't going to do that.

   There was no way he was going to do that to himself. It was out of the question. That was just to .. perverted. And JungKook wasn't the biggest pervert in the band. He wasn't Namjoon. Even Namjoon admitted that on national TV! "Kookie are you done in there? I got to get a shower too!" Yoongi said out the door as he banged his fist on it. "Yeah give me a minute!" JungKook said back. He grabbed his towel and bunched it up, then covered his 'problem' as he opened the door. He waddled out and ignored the weird look he was getting from Yoongi.

     He waddled to his room quickly and then shut the door as he plopped down on his bed. Grabbing one of his pillows out of the millions he had, that he stole from the others, and put it over his problem. Wincing as he was hurting. "Didn't know it was suppose to hurt this bad." He groaned as he grit his teeth. He wondered if the guys had any issues with this .. and knew how to get rid of it. JungKook knew what this was. He wasn't that innocent to things, and he knew what sex was too. He just hadn't done it yet ... JungKook was waiting for the right girl to do it with.

    But he knew excatly why this was happening. Thinking back to today's practice, he remembered when him and the guys had made it, and they saw her practicing to one of her sister's songs. She was dancing so well and she looked good. Too good. And then when they were throwing around ideas when the music played, he was watching her closely as she danced. The way she swiveled her perfectly round hips and twirled her perfect figured body. He could tell when she moved in some ways that she was pretending she was being held by a guy, who she was teasing because he wanted a kiss.

     God ... He could die, just imagining himself being the lucky guy she was pretending was holding her. And possibly grinding on. Hell, she probably didn't realize when she fell back on him because of the elevator, that she was grinding on him when she was moving to get up. It was torture. Especially when he had to dance with this stupid hard on! The thoughts that we're in his head, of her flooding through brain was only making it worse for him. Probably for the first time ... Jeon freaking JungKook was horny and had a raging boner.

     If only he could stop thinking about how she moved today .. in those tight pants that hugged her perfectly round hips. He also remembered today when they were throwing around ideas, that he had bumped into her and his arm had accidentally touched the swell of her breasts and just thinking about it only made him winced more. As he was thinking, there was a knock at his door.

   "Kook, you okay in there? Yoongi said you were walking funny." Jimin said as he knocked again. "Yeah... Just fine... I'll be out in a bit..." JungKook breathed out in pants as he tried to stop thinking it. He doesn't even know why he was out of breath! "Kook, your worrying me. I'm coming in." Jimin said again. Soon Jimin came in, and walked over to  JungKook. He felt JungKook's forehead and then saw the pillow, his eyes were curious. JungKook's eyes widened as he knew that it probably wouldn't be too long till he found out. Jimin grabbed the pillow and his eyes widened, then looked at JungKook in surprise.

    Jimin put the pillow back and he walked out, not saying anything. He cracked the door and walked away ... "Kook's got a boner!" Jimin yelled aloud for everyone to hear, JungKook mentally face palmed knowing now he was in trouble. And it wouldn't be too long till Eomma Jin came in, Jin was the mother of the group and would probably lecture him. Because him and Jin bickered the most out of the entire group. Jimin kept shouting and there were yells. Soon Jin came bursting in with Namjoon.

    Though Namjoon was the leader of the band, he was also the god of destruction and ... The father of the band. He was Appa Namjoon with Eomma Jin, "Kook what the hell is going on?" Jin asked. "Jimin is going around hollering that your horny." Namjoon said. JungKook sighed and knew he was definitely gonna hurt Jimin for this later. "I'm fine!" JungKook blushed as he shouted from his outburst. "Kook, we're you thinking of Miss Young?" Namjoon asked. "And how she was moving today?" Jin asked as he closed the door.

     "No." JungKook spat out as he was trying to turn over on his bed, and sighed at his failed attempt. "Kook this is normal." Jin said as he chuckled. "It just means your growing up, well to us it does." Namjoon started laughing too. "It's not funny hyungs! This hurts!" JungKook groaned and winced as it started to get a bit more painful. Jin opened the door, and Namjoon helped the poor boy up. "To the shower kid." Jin said. "A cold one should work and don't come out till it's gone. That's all we can tell you." Namjoon said as he chuckled more.
  
    "Well he could do something else." Jin said but then realized that shouldn't of came out. "He's not ready for that and are you really suggesting Miss Young fixes this?" Namjoon asked as he gave Jin a look that made Jin question himself. "I'm not doing that!" JungKook blurted out interrupting the two other boys. "I'm not saying she needs to fix this." Jin retorted back to Namjoon. "She won't because from the looks of it she seems too scarred from something." Namjoon said. Namjoon then immediately regretted what he said, knowing, that JungKook would go digging into business that wasn't his.

    "What makes you say that?" Jin and JungKook both asked Jin shut the door. Not wanting the rest to hear what was gonna be said. Jin was just as curious as everyone else on what happened that night Miss Young was attacked, but no one knew what did happen, what happened that night never leaked to the press. The press couldn't get a story other then that she was found in an alley badly bruised and injured, then quickly admitted to a hospital. She had to stay for a few weeks till she was released but know one knew what happened other then that. Namjoon sat JungKook back on his bed and Namjoon sat next to him as Jin leaned on the door.

   "Well, I'm not saying she has but maybe I don't know." Namjoon said. "So your saying maybe she's been physically abused? Namjoon I don't think that's it. She has ptsd and high stress levels I don't know think it's physical abuse." Jin said sighing. "Ptsd only affects people who've had something traumatic happen in their life. Connect the dots Jin!" Namjoon said trying to make his point. JungKook knew of the topic physical abuse though it wasn't very common here in Korea ... At least he didn't think it was. He's heard of the stories but never seen or experienced it. It's terrible though. "Connect what dots?" Jin asked.

   "She has anxiety about being alone with guys other then the ones she trusts, she's not allowed to be alone with one, she's to be watched constantly. She freaks out everytime we try to invite her to hang out with us, so we have to invite Jenni to make her comfortable. She freaks out everytime Kook says something to her, she won't even go near Kook. No reason why she has trust issues." Namjoon stated. Jin just blew it off, not wanting to think anything of it. "Your probably wrong. She's just scared because she's afraid what happened the night she was attacked will happen again." Jin said.

   "I feel bad that she's suffering. I feel like we should do something, get her some help." Namjoon said. "Well there's nothing we can do, if she doesn't want help then we don't need to bother her about it. All we can do is just help her by doing this collaboration, and hopefully, she'll trust us so we can be friends." Jin said. Namjoon nodded with a sigh, then Jin opened the door and helped Namjoon get JungKook to the bathroom. With that, JungKook knew he had some research to do.