Do you Love me? {BTS fanfic}

Chapter Thirty-Five

          At Danielle-Dae Young House...

     "Jen I'm fine, and tonight is gonna be okay. He'll have me back home safe." I said as I put in my other silver hoop earring. Walking out of my bathroom, I had a monkey on my back trying to pull on my strings, well my black non-lace corset strings. I was wearing a black corset like the same one she wore in her bands song, Boombayah. Again another present from Nao, she likes how I love my sister's fashion so she gets them for me. "Aish! Dani! Hold still! I'm not done! And I'm worried because last time he kissed another girl on your date." Jenni said as rambled on, again. For the 5th time today since I told her that I was going out with JungKook again.

So she insisted she come over to help me get ready, and before she got here I was video chatting my boyfriend before he got attacked by his hyungs and was told to go get a shower. And now I was getting attacked by my older sister, who was pestering me. "Yah! I can't breathe in this thing! Your squishing my boobs here!" I yelled, she pulled the last string and then she was done. "Now sit! I'll do your hair." She said as she pointed to my bed, and I sighed. Walking over to my bed she got behind me, sitting on her knees and brushed my long dark brown hair.

     It was a darker shade now to where it looked almost black, I know right. So no more washed out rose gold and light brown. But yes, so let me catch you up. So since that day that JungKook asked me to be his girlfriend, we spent a few days together as he took care of me. Even the guys came over and we played card games, even a little truth or dare that may not of ended by with Taehyung make me give JungKook a lap dance. The guys laughed, JungKook just tried not to say anything till later when the dare was over and Jimin shouted that JungKook got a boner.

So yeah that happened again ... The others teased poor JungKook, and said I should fix it. But they were joking, but JungKook still defended me. Being protective because he did actually know what happened that night I was found in the alley. And we've talked about it. Of course it was one of the nights he was with me here at my house, and everything was fine. We we're just cuddling in my bed while watching a movie, when a part that a girl was screaming because she was being taken advantage of. Of course it didn't show anything, the scene in the movie was when she was dragged to a room and the door was closed.

5 minutes later she was screaming for the person to stop. And I don't know why I was crying ... I didn't even notice I was in tears, until JungKook had turned the movie off immediately as he knew what that scene was. And he had turned to looked at me, which was when I discovered I was in tears because he had asked what was wrong. I then ended up telling him and he told me knew, Jenni had told him because he wanted to know what had happened that night while Jenni was here taking care of an unconscious me.

He said he felt bad for asking when it wasn't his business, that he should of waited till I was comfortable to talk about it. And that if I didn't then he didn't care because it was my business, and probably something I never ever did wanna talk about. Which was true ... I never really did wanna talk about it, I only did once. And that was to tell Jenni then that was it. Jenni never talked about it anymore, because she knew it'd trigger a panic attack. But I told him it was fine because he was probably bound to find out, and that now I'm with him I feel safer. Which is also true.

But yeah he also said that he didn't care if I was a virgin or not, to him I was still pure and he would love me no matter what. And that nothing would change how he felt about me. He made everything better that night. Though I had a nightmare of what had happened that night, he woke me from it and sang to me. He sang me a bit of Euphoria. Which was right now my favorite song, not just cause he was the one who sings it. But because it's a good song. Yes though, he sang to me as I had cried into his chest, he wiped my tears and then rubbed my back to calm me down.

I asked him where did he pick that up and he said, "Eomma Jin" and I bursted into laughter. It was funny but what he had done was a sweet gesture, which I knew would also be a good trait for being a good father in the future. Though I'm not focused on the future much right now ... Only though when Lisa and the others tease me saying I'd probably end up marrying JungKook. Just because we're soulmates. That doesn't really mean anything, does it? Can that really predict the future?

No it can't, well, I at least hope we do get married. But first I hope for us to be together for maybe a year or two, maybe three and I'll consider marriage. But now I need to focus on Jenni, who's practically pulling out my hair! "Yah! Jen your pulling my hair too tight!" I whined. "Well I'm almost done now stop whining please." Jenni said with her voice in a sweet tone. I sighed, and fiddled with my fingers as she continued. For my outfit I had tried to look cute and sexy, but also of course still wearing clothes that covered me from head to toe.

So I had gone with this dark red shirt. It was an off the shoulder shirt, where it met my shoulders was little ruffles. It had long sleeves, but stopped at my elbow where the sleeves dropped just a bit with ruffles, the bottom hem going down to above my hips but had one layer of ruffles. And the black corset on, so it pushed up my breasts just a bit but not too much. Though it's not like my breasts could even be giving a peak since the top covered them. And my strapless bra did too. Then the usual dark blue high waisted ripped skinny jeans, with them hugging my hips and curved my thighs.

I wasn't very self conscious about my thighs, but Nao says their thick and it's a good thing. Just like the rest of my body being curvy is a good thing. I'm starting to get better with it, though I still don't see anything. And lastly I was in my black 3-inch booties, I already had my makeup done. And then Jenni was doing whatever to my hair. Though knowing her, she'll probably do something elegant but still casual. Or not who knows for sure. "Okay I'm done, you can go look now." Jenni night said breaking the silence.

I nodded, and got up slowly so I wouldn't hurt myself in my heels. I then walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My hair was in a low ponytail, but a braid on both sides of my head and pulled into the ponytail that laid on my left side. My makeup done lightly, dark red lipstick, dark brown and sparkly gold mixed eye shadow, black eyeliner that was winged perfectly, and some mascara. "How do I look?" I asked. Looking at Jenni, she was smiling at me with her famous gummy smile. "You look beautiful, but then you always do. So nothing has changed." Jenni said sweetly.

"Thank you." I said back as I smiled at her, I pulled her in for a hug and she held me back. Though it wasn't too long till I our moment was ruined, because of Min-Min's barking from downstairs. JungKook is here ... And I'm nervous this time since he'll be driving us. In his car. Or one of the cars that BTS can use if they need to go out, other than the limo. "He's here, you ready to go?" She asked. I nodded and grabbed my purse, sliding my phone in it. Then I walked out and down the stairs. As we made it to the livingroom, where JungKook was getting barked at by the over excited dog.

He was in a black v-neck shirt, leather jacket, tight dark blue jeans, and some combat boots. His hair looked brushed but also didn't though it looked good. He got up and looked at me, I felt his gaze run on me from head to toe and I felt weird. "You look beautiful." He said smiling at me. I felt Jenni elbow me, and I elbowed her back as I smiled back at him. "You ready to go?" He asked, and I nodded.

So I hugged Jenni one last time and told her I loved her and then bye. Then it was to JungKook's car.