In Love With My Best Friend

chap 44 ; surgery?

*BANG*

i let out a scream

a scream?

but i thought i was shot, i thought i was dead.

i open my eyes and find jake laying in front of me, blood pouring out of his body.

NO NO NO!

i quickly got up and ran to jake, his eyes were still open.

"JAKE! Please don't leave me! Keep your eyes open'" i told him and held my hands in between his cheeks.

his eyes started to close.

"JAKE!! NO PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME!" i screamed

his eyes is now fully closed..

tears started to form in my eyes, and then starts pouring out.

i sobbed onto jake's chest.

"kaylen, come on! we have to go! the paramedics are here" kevin told me while he tried to lift me up

"NO! i'm not leaving jake!" i yelled at him

kevin started to lift me up and i struggled to get put of his grip.

but he was too strong...

i saw the paramedics rush to jake and put him on the stretcher.

once went inside the abulance, i sobbed into kevin's shirt

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we are now in a hospital,

i haven't stopped crying ever since jake got shot.

anthony is now in jail, he is sentenced to stay there for like 20-30 years..

jake was brought to the E.R once we got here. and now we're just waiting, impatiently.... crying our eyes out.

my head was down, i'm trying to cover up the tears that is streaming down my face

my head quickly shot up when i saw a surgeon with dark blue scrubs come out of the E.R

we all stood up at the same time wating till she started to speak.

the doctor sighs. "i'm dr. tores, jake is in really bad condition, the bullet shot his heart, which cause iternal bleeding, we need to take him to surgery right away, but there is a 1% chance this surgery will work, and before we start the surgery, we wanted to ask for your permission" dr. tores said

1% CHANCE!?!

jake wouldn't be here if we've never moved in together!

he wouldn't have never been here if i confessed my feelings for him!

he wouldn't have never been here if it wasn't for ME!!

i then started to sob onto my hands..

everybody gathered around me and stared at me.

i look up. "what are you staring at me for?" i ask all of them

"sweetie, we're not the ones who are going to make this decision, you have to make it" jake's mom tells me and places her hands on my shoulder

"ME!? BUT YOU'RE HIS PARENTS!" i scream at them with sobs (if that made sense)

"kaylen honey, please just make a decision" she tells me

fuck my life!

if i don't choose this surgery, he will die rom iternal bleeding..

but if i choose this surgery, there will be a 1% chance he will make it through..

i ket out a deep sigh, wiped my tears and finally spoke..

"he will..........."

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CLIFFHANGER

SORRY FOR A SHORT CHAPTER LOL