Lily's P.O.V.
Mikey drops me off at my house. I thank him for everything because I managed to calm down and forget about Charlie, well at least for the time being. It's good to know that Mikey will always be there for me. I head towards my house, but I am stopped by the sight of an unfamiliar car parked in my driveway. It doesn't look like anything my parents' friends would own; it's too new, fresh out of the dealership I would say. I hear the house door open and look up to see my dad dangling car keys from his hands. It takes me a while to add two and two, but I I figure out that my dad got a new car. He walks up to me.
"Isn't she a beauty?" he asks. I just nod in agreement because I'm too speechless. The car is a 2014 Nissan Sentra. Shiny black is its color. "Too bad it isn't mine," my dad blurts out. What? Is it my mom's then? I doubt it, she rarely goes out to drive. "It's yours Lily. You've been having your license for a while. It's time for a car don't you think?" I start jumping up and down. I have my own car. No more bus, no more asking people for a ride. My dad tosses me the keys and leaves me to dwell with my new car. I open it and sit inside. God it's so beautiful and new. I feel the leather, taking in the smell of new car.
I feel my phone vibrate, and I see that it's Charlie calling me. Around ten at night, what the fuck. I'm sure he wants to know why I didn't meet him at the parking lot after school, but I really don't want to talk to him right now. As a matter of fact, I never want to talk to him again, but I find myself answering the phone.
"Hello."
"Lily how come you didn't come to parking lot after school. I was waiting there like a dumbass for a while. I tried calling you and texting you, but you wouldn't answer me. I want to know that everything's all right. Is it?"
"No actually it isn't," I say anger creeping up in my voice, "I went out with Mikey to go eat and hang out because he was trying to calm me down from the news I heard. He was trying to calm me down so I wouldn't have to personally go up to you and RIP YOUR BALLS OFF MOTHERFUCKER!"
"Lily what are yo-"
"YOU LYING SON OF A BITCH! Those feelings I said I was starting to get for you, WELL THEY'RE GONE NOW! Why would you? Why?
"Okay Lily literal-"
"You have a girlfriend Charlie. That's right I found out. And it wasn't even recent. You've been dating her for like a year or so! So can you please tell me why you would decide to omit this fact from me?"
"Lily look. It's not what it seems like. I don't feel anything for her anymore."
"Ohh yeah? Then it would have been lovely if you would have broken up with her before you came DICKING AROUND WITH ME! Charlie I don't want you to ever talk to me again. Ever. And as for those rides, yeah thanks for them, but I don't need them anymore; I have my own car. Good riddance Charlie Delinger."
I end the call and throw my phone at the floor. Why? Why me? Charlie seemed like the perfect guy, but I guess I was wrong. I have a flashback to the first day Charlie gave me a ride. That present that was in his backseat. That wasn't for his sister or mother, that was for this girlfriend. I feel like I'm such a fool. I'm happy, however, that I rejected him that day, that I wasn't easy to get at. I think of Brandon, the ride I got from him, the way our hands touched, the way I saved my name in his contacts. I wonder what he thought about it. Was it too much? I want to talk to him, but I can't; I don't have his number, and until he texts me, I won't. I get sad at this thought.
Why have I started thinking of Brandon so much lately? When Charlie kissed me, Brandon came to mind. I find myself looking at him every once in a while in AP Chem. I want to talk to him at ten at night. I want to know him better, but he's such a mysterious kid. It's like he's always trying to hide something. I want to get closer to him, but the question is, will he let me?
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Not Looking Back
أدب المراهقينLily Delcroix has just begun her junior year, and it's not what she expected it to be. Charlie Delinger is the lying sociopath who won't stop until he gets with Lily, Brandon Arrington is the mentally unstable new kid who goes through thick and thin...