The Powers I Possess Are Fatal

Chapter 15

Past 2012.

I have been training with Violate non-stop for 2 days and I am feeling very confident with my magic and with the spell that's I have created and plan on using for the death of the darkness. Violate has also started talking to me about something called 'Pure heart'. She is going to explain it in more detail tomorrow but she has decided that I need to rest and think about what I want for my future as if I want to have a family I need to start forming my own spells and my our security and protection plan. Personally I think she is being over protective about my lift but I will do as she asks as she is the one who has been sent to help me. Violate has also said that she will be leaving me soon and when she does I will know if I am pure of heart and if I can defeat the darkness as she can only stay here with me while I need her help.

Between you and me I don't really want Violate to go ever, I love her and I wish she didn't have to leave me alone but honestly she was never really here with me because she is a ghost.

Violate also explained that when she leaves me I will realign with my future self and become my future self. Very confusing I know, but that's how these things work apparently. So just to make it clear to you all.

So when the time comes I will make my way to teleport like I would any other time and instead of teleporting home I will end up in the future of my time line. And when I arrive there I will have to find my future self and then everything will become clear.

But moving on I have been given sometime to practice my magic on my own. I think it is a test from Violate to see if I will spend time on my craft or if I will cave in and hang out with James. I know what you are all thinking, that I will cave and hangout with James. But that's not going to happen I can last another day without seeing him. Besides I would only have to wait 1 day as it was our 2 year anniversary so I needed to spend one day on my magic so that I would be able to spend my anniversary with James and not have to feel guilty about not working hard and showing Violate that I am taking this seriously. I decided to practice my magic in the woods by the graveyard so that I could be around nature and so that I wouldn't have any distractions from my parents or anything.

Once I got to a secure place in the woods I created a circle using lanterns, this was so that I would have light when it got dark and so that I could cast a spell, an invisibility spell. The invisibility spell would reflect what the person wants to see so that I will become invisible and they won't be able to see me or have any evidence that magic exists.

After casting the invisibility spell I decided to start off by practicing some basic spells. For bringing lift back to nature and helping plants grow. This may not have anything to do with fighting off the darkness but it helps me to form a connecting with the earth and when the time comes for me to fight I will be able to access some of the natural magic from the earth.

I was just about to cast a fireball when my phone started to vibrate in my pocket. I was tempted to stop what I was doing and look at my phone but the whole purpose of today was to take control over myself and to be able to ignore any distractions that may occur. Ignoring my phone I turned back to the task in hand, literally in my hand.

Focusing hard and visualizing I create a fireball but what surprised me was that I had never managed to create a fireball that has a single flame that was wrapped with a shimmering protection bubble. I studied the fireball for a while trying to work out what I did different and whether or not this was what violate wanted me to achieve or if this was just a coincident.

But when I looked back up Violate was stood watching me.

I don't understand why is it so different from all of the ones I have created before? I asked.