The Powers I Possess Are Fatal

Chapter 19

 I was now nodding along with what James was saying and thinking to myself how lucky I was to have someone who truly loves me and will love me no matter what happens. 

So I said to him before he could say anything else to me 'I get that you love me I love you too and I want to be honest with you about everything so I think I should open up to you about my parents and how I feel about them being dead. I miss them every day and I feel like I have lost a part of me but the pain doesn't hurt as much as it did when I first found out. I realize I am going to miss them every day and when the time is right or if it is ever right then I can see then again with the use for my magic but for now we need to be part from each other. Violate told me that I wasn't alone in life and that I would never be alone. Even when people leave this world they are never truly gone they are just hidden. She told me that I had to forgive my sister and love her so I have to meet her and do that but she also said Phoebe wasn't going to be in my future very much as we wouldn't be close but we would always be here for each other. The reason for this is because she didn't have magic and I couldn't open up to her so Violate told me. Your my family James and I need you always and forever and I want to marry you so much.' 

I was about to carry on talking about something else when James said 'that settles it then we are to be married on New Year's Eve and then we will start our new lives together.' 

James kissed me and within a blink we were back in his bedroom. I couldn't work it out I didn't teleport James did. I mumbled 'How did you?' he smiled at me and then said 'We are one person Lily and that means we can share our magic, I can access basic skills of your if you left me, it's very rare and can only happen if you are completely in love with the other person.' I nodded and that was the end of it. I walked over to his bed and dropped onto it. 

I lay on the bed looking at his ceiling his wallpaper looked cool just like space. James came to lie down beside me and I turned so that I could look at him. He placed his one hand on my hip and the other was rested on his head. I moved one of the pillows so I could rest me head on it so that it would be easier to look at his beautiful face. I moved my other hand so that I could push his hair off his face and then said very quietly 'are we okay? Can we forget about the last couple of days.' 'baby of course we are okay, the last couple of days never happened.' 

He moved his hand to my face moved my hair from my check and leaned in to kiss me.

As soon as his lips touched mine, my body ignited like a fire work. I was pulling his shirt of and pulling him closer to me, so that he was now on top of me. When he pulled away to catch a breath he rested his forehead on mine and then started sat up and took me with him. He kissed my nose and then pulled my top of. I was now in my bra and he was naked from the waist up. He was so darn sexy. I moved to take of my bra and he grabbed my hand and then pulled them to his chest. He let go of my hands and moved his around my back so that he could undo my bra. I moved my hands lower so that I could undo his pants. Once done he looked at me with a smile and then started to undo my bar properly. Whilst he undid my bra he lowered me back down on to the bed, kissing me on the way down and soon I was lost.