i sneezed as i walked through the cold lonely street upon my black converse. "ah, why is it so cold?" i asked.
it's august, nearing winter. it's been a month since you broke the promise. i wonder what are you doing right now? i hope you think about me too.
it's been a month since you removed the ring on your finger. it broke my heart. i thought that it was final, you are my last.
but why is it that fate seems to be our enemy? i loved you, so much. but did you truly?
the night before, you told me the words that made me the luckiest woman on earth. "yes, lisa. i will marry you." it brought tears to my eyes.
but the morning after, what happened my love? "lisa, im sorry. i cant marry you." this too, brought tears to my eyes. but far different.
a week after, i heard that you got engaged. to a man. to my brother. to taehyung.
it didnt hurt me jennie. it killed me. the thought that you are marrying not just any man, but my brother.
and now, before your wedding day, which is tomorrow, i wish you the best of all this world could give.
on the night you said that you cannot marry me, i didnt accept your apology. because there's nothing to forgive.
days passed, but still every night, i thought you'd come back and tell me that you didnt found happiness in him but heartbreak and misery.
i hope you know jennie kim, that it's hard for me to say that im jealous of the way, youre happy with him but not me.
