during the rap part in stay, jennie started rapping as she sat on the floor, waving to the blinks and posing for photos.
once lisa's part came, she approached jennie and sat beside her.
jennie tilted her head to the side and her heart boomed. lisa's face was too close, too close that she can't help but stare for a moment. lisa was beautiful.
her heart continued to beat madly as she slowly leaned in and pecked lisa's cheek hastily, her lips barely touching the skin of lisa.
but lisa felt it, she felt jennie's soft lips came in contact with her cheek and it made her knees feel weak.
she was dumbfounded for a second but tried to recollect herself.
lisa wanted to think that 'this is it, it's finally getting real.'
but no, not when she remembered what happened in their previous concert, she doesn't want to see that scene again after this. she dont want to assume things. she dont want to be hurt, again. (check 'fan service' chapter)
when they took a break and jisoo started her solo stage while the other three had their retouches, jennie went towards lisa's dressing room, finding lisa alone scrolling through her phone.
"lis?" jennie called out with a nervous smile.
lisa had her brows up and she shot jennie a look, seemingly a cold one.
"yes unnie?" she asked and averted her eyes away from jennie back to her device.
jennie sighed and sat beside lisa. "can we talk?" she hesitantly asked the younger, who's acting busy scrolling up and down.
lisa rolled her eyes and put her phone down, "about what?"
jennie looked into lisa's eyes. "about what happened earlier on that stage." jennie answered slowly.
lisa scoffed silently and stood up. "what about that? what is that jennie?" lisa asked her staring into jennie's orbs intensely.
jennie fell silent.
"was it another show of yours? was it another fan service to feed the fans? was it another way to break my heart?" lisa had tears approaching to fall. jennie held her breath as she saw lisa's eyes starting to be filled with pain.
"lis--" jennie got cut off.
"no jennie! i've had enough of this! you keep doing things that makes me fall a thousand times deeper but you won't catch me. that's why i let you know how i feel about you, jennie! because i want you to be aware of your actions towards me! i'm tired of my heart beating madly but yours was just normal. i'm tired of supressing myself from smiling because of how you make me feel. can't you see jennie?" lisa already had tears flowing down her hurt eyes.
jennie was left speechless as she let her tears flow down as well. she didn't know that she had hurted lisa way too much.
she stood up to and walked towards lisa who's crying on the couch with her head down.
"now, tell me jennie. was it another one of your shows?" lisa asked as fresh set of tears brimmed her waterline.
jennie gulped and shook her head. taking a hold of lisa's trembling hands and looking into lisa's soul.
"no lisa. this isn't one of my shows anymore. this is more than just a fan service. and this is to claim your heart. this is real, lili. this is real," jennie kissed the back of lisa's hand.
lisa's heart yet again beated than the usual, topping off the pain she felt.
"this isn't a show. i love you." jennie finally said.
