Old friend (Before, Beyond Life Book 2)

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WARNING: All my books are a warning there is DEPRESSION, KILLING, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ACTIONS, THOUGHTS OF HARMING THEMSELVES OR ACTING APON THEM, ext... oh and sex.

Fictional characters people age unfortunately doesn't matter as long as consent is a thing and addressed which it is. Ok not kids though like I don't wanna be having a 12 year old fucking another 12 year old strictly teens like 15-19, it's fine virginity is something you should keep, but oh well it's your own damn life do whatever you want with it without getting into trouble.

This is the only book that's gonna say fictional characters in it cause honestly it should be implied easily.

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It's high school 11th grade and I'm all alone like usual. No one cares about me and I don't care about it anymore, I used to. I'm depressed as fuck my family don't even know that I'm depressed I rather not tell them I can't be alone forever I don't want to be alone forever. I want to die but I can't my family will be devastated. I don't hate my parents I don't love them either. There's a voice in my head that I've been listening to sense the middle of 8th grade. It wants me to suffer I don't know what I want to call it.

"Hey are you getting ready for school?!" Mom yelled from the other room.

"Yeah!" I yelled back in my bedroom.

I just moved here my parents want me to get new friends. I don't think I will make any. I exit my bedroom and make breakfast and can't wait till I leave. I haven't been eating as much I've gotten used to being hungry. I don't feel hungry but mom insisted. I want to leave to school so I can see which people to ignore.

"Hey son you got to get going it's 7." Julian said.

"It's fine I'll get there soon I just got to grab my backpack from Dads house." I said. My Dad moves out of town next week I was living with just my Mom or Dad but Mom got married. On the weekends I would go out of state to just go to my Dads. At least that's what I would tell people.

"Ok but hurry it's your first day again you already started school this year I'm sure you'll fit in." He said.

I don't like Julian he just married my mom. It's not to bad but being around him makes me want to kill him.

"Ok fine I'll go now." I said and left I heard my mom say something it was probably the food that I barely touched.

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I'm now at my dads I just grabbed my backpack and my earbuds I start walking to school. I bet all the teachers are just completely going to act like their your friends at start then back off of you. I really hate people I won't make any other friends I'll just ignore them or at least try. I haven't seen any other of my old friends that I used to have in Jr. high and elementary school.

I'm now at school I look and saw the building it's fucking huge no pun intended. I saw a group of people with Juuls which I don't understand why they even made those, so I walk passed them then there's even more people damn it I hate my anxiety that I have fuck life.

Someone tapped me on my shoulder and I jumped and turned around quickly. It's a guy his face looks familiar. He's kinda cute. "Hey you look new." He said.

"Yeah." I said and looked at him weirdly.

"Need help with school like where you gotta go or do you need your schedule?" He asked.

"Umm I got my schedule I'm sure I can find my way there." I said.

"Are you sure it's like a maze here." He said.

"Yeah and please never talk to me again." I said. So I walked in the halls trying to find 307 but I can't find it. He wasn't kidding it is a maze.

"Hey there again you lost?" The same person asked.