Drama Llamas | Phan

22- Noticing True Beauty

(THIS IS A OPTIONAL CHAPTER PURELY OF PHAN FLUFF. IF YOU DO NOT SHIP PHAN AND ARE READING THIS FOR PLOT OR READING THIS WHERE THEY ARE FRIENDS, YOU CAN SKIP THIS CHAPTER. IF NOT, THIS IS CHAPTER IS THE BEGINNING OF WERE POSIBILITYS OF AN RELATIONSHIP APPEAR. THIS CHAPTER DOES NOT ACTUALLY MAKE ANY PROGRESS ON OVERALL PLOT. COME FOR THE PLOT, STAY FOR THE FLUFF)

- P.L -    

Weeks past before we knew it. Chris and PJ had just pubically announced their relationship to their fans who - might I mention - all completely lost their shit. For days both of their in boxes in all social media were full of montages and congratulations of the two getting together. Wattpad had been apparently blowing up with the amount of fan fictions being created on the same tag at one time. I hadn't realised how big their ship, 'KickTheStickz' was. All five of us hung out often together, sometimes hanging out separately with one another as well. On multiple occasions I'd found myself lounging around at Dan's house with Louise, or down at a café with PJ or Chris.

Everything was so peaceful - so calm. Surprisingly so as well, considering I had been sighted in Tesco's, gained repeated threats from Alfie and not replied to anything. I think it began when Alfie stopped mentioning the situation with me completely. I must've been the day after he announced he wanted to fight me at the Tesco's, he was tweeted an insane amount of time with questions of what happened, but instead of answering and putting a feisty comment like: 'OH! That whimp didn't show!', like I'd expected, he went completely inactive in all his social media - and I knew that because I checked. I checked all of his social media.

I checked Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, heck I even looked up his name on Tumblr - there was no result, but still. I just became desperate to find out what happened and I just couldn't believe somebody who'd been so full of rage such as he was would just suddenly stop like that with no motivation too. I'd gotten the impression that that feisty tweet had only been the beginning of what was yet too come, but I'd never expected it too be the end. The whole situation kept me on edge - and I found myself constantly unable to relax, however, there was an enormous acception  which was when I was with Louise and the others, all my worries just disappeared. 

That's the magical thing about friends. They take your mind of everything - and if you have any worries they are always there to talk too. They'll always understand what you mean and be there for you when your anxious that you will fall. They are the distraction that I needed and I honestly wasn't sure where I'd be with out them. I noticed Dan had tweeted - which surprised me greatly as he'd been inactive on social media for weeks now and I had assumed was going to come off it till everything had been settled and the world had calmed down after all the insane things that had happened in the space of a week a month or so back now.

It was hard to believe it had been so long, but with this sudden realisation brought a wave of urgency - I needed to get my life back on track - and soon, because at this rate I would run out of money and I couldn't live off of Chris and PJ for the rest of my life just because of some stupid misunderstanding. My eyes were drawn too Dan's new tweet and I found myself extremely curious as to see what he had to say. I hadn't had the guts to show any sign of activity on any of my social media - nervous about what the reaction and replies I'd get would be. So, as well as being curious, I was also slightly impressed already by Dan's decision. 

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