Drama Llamas | Phan

20- It All Happens Natrually

- PJ.L -

I'm not sure when I realised something was up. After I revealed the truth to Dan, my feelings had become extremely conflicted - had that been the right thing to do? Would I ever regret it? My first impression was yes - after he immediately purposely made me go in a pair with Chris, I wasn't too sure what he'd gain out of it at first, he knew I was way too whimpy to ever confess to Chris. I'd only told Dan in the first place because honestly, he seemed like a trustworthy guy. I hadn't known him as long as the other two and he'd already become one of my closest friends. 

I'd hoped for advice, but as I rambled to him, I realised I needed more someone to talk to. My feelings were complicated and hearing them aloud - spoken and replied too, actually calmed me down a little. Next, the spare room water incident. Dan had just left the room and Chris was just about to finish his current task at hand. I hesitated on starting my own new task, my eyes lingering on Chris' hands as they travelled up and down a wooden surface. My eyes eventually moved upwards to his face. He had a peaceful, unknowing expression. Which honestly; looked really cute.

He finished what he was doing which quickly snapped me back into reality. Remembering that I was supposed to be doing something and scolding myself for getting momentarily distracted by Chris. My turned my head back to a small glass mirror I was about to clean the dust off, which is when I heard a gasp of anger come from the other side of the room. I turned round in a instant. "Whoa! What happened Chris?" I asked, slightly amused by the frustrated look on my companion's face. Chris motioned to his chest, where I noticed that I was able to see through his now damp t-shirt.

I blushed hard, walking over as Chris began to quickly explain what had just happened. "I knocked Dan's fucking water over!" Chris groaned. "It's all over my t-shirt. my WHITE t-shirt. my SEE-THROUGH WHITE t-shirt! LOOK!" Chris again motioned to his chest. It was true. My eyes drifted down to his (technically speaking) bare chest. I quickly looked back up at Chris, where our eyes met and for a few moments we just stared at each other. I examined every feature of Chris' face. Memorising every aspect of the way he looked, as if I hadn't already. I gained a small smile. 

Catching myself in what I was doing, I immediately stopped my staring, slightly nervous in whether he'd just been aware of what had just happened. Though in that moment I had to admit, he just looked so... Kissable. I just wanted to pull him close to me - into my chest and never let go. I shook myself, a heavy blush reaching my cheeks. "O-oh, Uhm, I-, Do you... Do you want me to get a top from your room?" I asked eventually, fidgeting nervously and starting get extremely self conscious about everything I was doing, noticing all my faults at once. 

"Uh, y-yeah... Thanks Peej." Chris replied and I turned quickly rushing out of the room - attempting to hide my furiously blushing face. I opened the door, pushing it shut again behind me. My eyes didn't linger on my surroundings - I just sprinted straight for Chris' room, one hand still over my face. It didn't take me long to grab a plain black t-shirt from his wardrobe and eventually return to behind the door of the room I had previously left. Taking a deep breath, I leant down on the door handle and steadily re-entered the room. Chris immediatly turned around to see who'd entered - probably half expecting Dan.

He seemed relieved when he saw me, holding his t-shirt infront of me. I quickly rushed towards him, handing Chris the t-shirt. "Here you go." I murmered quietly. In return Chris gave me great full smile - which I admit - absolutely melted my heart by being so adorable. "Thanks." He replied. I suddenly felt concious of the fact that we'd both been standing there - me staring at him - again. The familiar hot feeling consumed my face and honestly wanted the floor to just eat me so I could escape the awkward situation.  "Uhm... I'll turn around." I quickly told him, rushing  back to what I was doing by the other side of the room.