Sweetheart. (Patrick Stump Imagines)

sunshine riptide (part one)

Patrick remembered you all too well in the heavy downpour at night. He remembered those moments that you and him shared back in your apartment room in Chicago. He remembered the purple and the blue nightlights that lit up your room. He remembered the vows that both of you exchanged under the warm comforting sheets of your bed. He remembered how you felt, every scar, every curve, every flaw; he loved every part of your being down to your deepest and to you darkest core. He knows your demon's meanest whispers in your head and how you would curl up against him as if he's your safest place.

Now, everytime he sees you with his best friend and your lover, Pete, he couldn't help but wonder if what you both had before was just a past time to you. Or if it was just something to experience for you.

He couldn't help but wonder if he ever mattered to you, if he, at some point, ever made you happy like you are now.

Patrick watched you as Pete showed you his sketches for the visuals of the band's upcoming album and he felt a warm pool around his heart as he saw a smile form on your face. Patrick also found himself smiling.

Had he really became someone that shared the universe with you? Or was he just your triage during the times that you couldn't keep yourself together.

Patrick doesn't even have his own attention anymore. As much as he wants to fight against the waves to pull you back to his surface, he wouldn't anymore dare to do so. He's just going to keep loving you until he doesn't anymore. He's going the best person he could ever be just for you until you forget the person that he used to be.

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Henloo! Thank you so much for reading this far hehe. Also, let me know if you want a continuation of this one. Send in your requests/ideas/suggestions and I'll work on those as soon as possible. Again, thank you so so much for reading my stuff. It really warms my heart and makes me happy 😊 I'll meet you in the next imagine!