He is always in varying degrees of pain.
It physically hurts to no longer exist as a nation, and he often feels completely empty inside because he no longer has any people.
This is why he does some of the crazy things he does, to distract himself from the constant pain.

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RandomHello! Not much to say, so.. ~•Onto the headcanons!•~ (Finished book as of 11/19/18)