[ hailey chantel hilton ]
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i woke up, vomitting.
i took deep breaths then i gag and vomit.
jace and loren rushed to me with a trash can.
loren left as soon i threw up again. she has this phobia of vomitting, you know? emotophobia, i think?
jace rubbed my back as i vomit. i wasnt in my costume anymore. loren probably changed me while i passed out.
jace gave me some tissues and i wiped my mouth as soon as i grabbed them.
"how drunk was i last night?" i ask after not feeling the urge to vomit again.
"out of 10, you were 11" he says which made me sigh.
i felt dizzy and i wasnt even in the correct state of mind.
"tell me why i even came to party?" i spoke.
"to have fun...?" he chuckled nervously at his words.
i sighed again. soon, i passed out.
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jace lee norman.
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i daydreamed at her room. it was filled with decorations.
i looked back at her and she passed out. dork.
i went to her closet and grabbed some new sheets. i took the blanket off of her (bc it was filled with vomit) and placed the fresh, new one on her.
i took the blanket she puked on and left her room. loren and aiden were watching tv in the living room so it was sorta just peace and quiet.
"wheres hailey?" loren asked as she turned around and saw me.
"in her room, she passed out, again" i say which made her chuckle.
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"you two should be a couple" loren says after i put the blanket in the washing machine.
"psshhh, hell no" i say as i sat down beside them.
"you two would look cute together" aiden spoke.
"i know... but..." i paused.
"she doesnt see me in that way" i muttered.
"how would you know?" aiden ask.
i shrugged, "has she ever talked abt me before, lor?"
"uh... not often. but whenever she or someone else brings up you, she'd say something like 'thats my bitch yoo' or something like that"
we all laughed.
"do you see her in that way, jace?" loren ask.
i thought abt that for 632781917 seconds and my answer was,
"no" ,im a big fat liar.
they nodded and stayed quiet.
why the fuck did i say no? my thoughts fought with one another. what if i did the wrong decision? fuck. fuck. fuck.
if i did a wrong decision,
i might as well be happy for hailey, even if shes in love with someone else. bc i know that if i made the wrong choice, i cant take back what i did nor said.
i hope i do have a chance with hailey.
bc i fell for her, since we were just 9 yrs old.
