hailey chantel hilton.
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-after school.
i cried the whole day. i stopped after some nice school friends cooled me down. and i was starting to calm down but then id break dowm again.
i just broke, not only one, but two hearts.
im such a heartbreaker..
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-thursday.
i tried to take my mind off of things so i was like, 'hey, why dont i just shop with leah?
shes so cool and kind- yea totally i should ring her.'
and i think it was just the same. i still feel empty.
where is leah, you may ask. well....
lots of peeps recognize her for her clothing brand and modelling line and most of them wanted to take pics and vids with her so shes going to grant those wishes. while i just sat on a bench near them.
why cant i stop thinking abt joey and jace? sigh.
"heyy" leah pant.
"hey" i replied, emotionlessly.
she then frown, "youre thinking abt joey again?"
"yea and my bestfriend..." i spoke.
she then pursed a small smile on her face.
"joey feels the same too...." she said, making me face her.
"really?" i ask.
"yea, he keeps on messing his room up and ruining things, yelling and blaming himself for losing you. he felt guilty and he was scared to.... lose his feelings for you. he loves you, dearly. yesterday, he called me and ask me why he existed and ranted shits at me while he cried. i was shocked bc... its been a while since i actually heard him crying and feel things" she state.
i nod, "wow"
"he really cares abt you. im actually suprised when...." she trailed off then looked at another direction then back at me.
"when what?" i question.
"when he said mon beau. i asked him whos his beau and he told me it was you. i was really shocked that he actually gave you a pet name" she mutter.
"if only i knew what that meant...." i spoke.
"it stands for my-"
then her phone rang and she frowned as she saw the contact name.
sigh. i feel lonely but im not alone.
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-friday.
i dont know when was the last time i smiled. jace basically hates me now. he'd ignore my texts and calls and ignores me in real life.
he stopped coming over at my house. he stopped every connections with me. he unfollowed me on social medias. but that is not the worst part.
