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hailey chantel hilton.
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-friday.

i dont fucking know why. but im excited to go to this party. was it bc im excited to see joey? maybe.

i didnt really know why im even going. maybe its bc i missed the old wild side of me.

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loren gray beech.
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aiden and i have been reassuring jace that hailey and joey had nothing going on.

it was hard but he accepted the fact that he was a bit 'overreacting' and he thought of maybe confessing and ask hailey face to face if there was anything going on.

damn. netflix be quacking if hailey's life was a movie.

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"hey bestfrienddd" i greeted hailey as she stepped in my car. she had a graphic cropped hoodie which had 'bad habits' written on the front and some high waisted jeans.

"heyyo" she replied and buckled up.

"leggooo" she says and i drove off.

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hailey chantel hilton.
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i squinted my eyes as loren and i arrived at the party. the smell of alcohol fucked my nose up. the music was blasting through my ears. i couldnt help but ran out from the house to the backyard. why the fuck did i come here?

i ran until i hit someone. i looked up and it was joey. he didnt have a smile on his face as he saw me.

he walked past me, again. i eyerolled and sat near the pool.

i was just kicking the water until i felt a figure beside me. i looked up and it was,

jace.

he sat down and there was kinda no gap between us.

"im sorry" he says.

i scoffed, "sorry for what? sorry for fucking ignoring me for 4 days straight? sorry for treating me the way you treated me days back?-"

"yes, im fucking sorry for ignoring for 4 days straight and yes, im sorry for treating you the way i did. im sorry for making you feel invisible. im sorry for not telling you why i ignored you. im also sorry bc i did all of that bc i have fucking feelings for you!" he says, yelling the last sentence.

i stayed quiet. my bestfriend... have feelings for me?

he continued again, "im sorry bc all this time ive been telling you, the other and myself lies saying that i didnt have feelings for you. i-im also sorry for lying to everyone" ,he started to stutter on his words. "whenever they asked me who my fav person was, i always answered 'aiden' ,when really- you are my fav person"

he took a deep breath and continued once more, "im also sorry for developing feelings for you when i was 9. im also sorr-"

i cut him off by hugging him and whispered, "apology accepted"

he hugged me back. we were hugging each other for so long so i splashed him water.

we both laughed.

"i'll grab us some drinks" he offered. he walked back in and i was left alone there.

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after what seemed like the thousandth drink, i was so drunk. my head was spinning and i couldnt find loren or aiden.

jace left early bc he got caught sneaking out.

i walked my way in the crowd. then someone pulled me into a room.

"hey mamacita" he spoke.

i hiccuped, "who-" i hiccuped again, "who are you?"

"someone whos going to make your night, fun" he replies.

he started to pull my clothes one by one. i kept pushing him away. i even tried screaming for help. i tried to stop him but he kept leaning me against the wall.

i kept crying until i heard a loud noise. i felt the weight off me. i fell to the floor and saw 2 figures.

fuck. i think im going to-

i blacked out.

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