Almost is never enough,
We also knew what love was.
These words echoed in my head. Back to when Robert and I broke up.
I wish Mom didn't die, I thought. I wish she was still here. I want her here.
I started a prayer to Him:
Dear God,
Please make my Mom safe and loved. Make sure she's watching over us because I really miss her right now and could really need her. I miss her so much. I want her arms wrapped around me, and her kissing me on the top of my head just like she used to do. I need a mother. I know, it's very selfish, but I need one. I wish I could see her one last time. I need a woman in my life. Robert's been doing his best, but it's not enough. Steven and Dad as well are doing their best, but nothing works. I wish Alana didn't die so I could talk with her. I wish I had someone to talk to. Thank you so much for listening, Father. I hope You make my wish come true. Amen.
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. I crossed myself, relieved that He's listening to me. I'm going to confession tomorrow to get all of these hopes and worries off my chest.
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