"Grief is like living two lives. One is where you 'pretend' everything is alright, and the other is where your heart silently screams in pain."
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"Don't give up because of one bad chapter in your life. Keep going. Your story doesn't end here."
RIP Richard Jack Winters
1972-2016
I still can't believe it, nor process it: Dad's dead. Gone, forever, never to return again. I truly thought that he'd quit for good this time. I should've known. I really hope Steven's okay. I know that this was to be expected if he didn't stop his alcoholism. He kept on saying, "Tomorrow. Next month. Next year," whenever I confronted him about this problem. I should've pushed harder, have gotten him help, but now I feel so alone. I've never felt this alone, but I know this isn't the end. I have to keep going.
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A/N: I know, sad chapter. :( I've been feeling a little sad lately, so that's why I had written a sad chapter. Last year around this time, I was in Germany. Last year around this time, I had Mahitabel & my grandmother (Oma) in Germany. Now, they're gone. I'm still grieving, even though it's been a while since their passings. But I know I will get through this. I know I will eventually.
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