The Mendes Boy

~tragedy strikes again~

so one night he wandered off when he thought everyone was sleeping but Austin wasn't she followed him to the edge when he said his final goodbye

"God take me now between my dad beating the living hell out of me every single day of my life and what happened to Austin

I don't want to be here anymore take me away take me from my life this isn't even living anymore I'm dead inside and I want to be dead outside too" he said

"LIAM NO GET BACK HERE STOP PLEASE DON'T GO" she screamed and cried for him to stop to come back she pulled him back and try to to stop him he let go of her she tried again.. to stop him

but it was too late....he was gone

she sat there in silence sobbing for her brother to come back and when realization hit her that he wasn't coming back she cried even more

Fast forward to today she drinks, parties and comes home High every single night she's been arrested 4 times in the last 2 months

She wasn't always like this she started about a year ago a year after Liam's death her dad went back to the same place and jumped she had conflicted feelings because

he was abusive she blamed herself because she told him that it was his fault that Liam was dead

Her and her dad were fighting like usual about something. she doesn't really remember what it was she kind of blocked it out but her dad was fighting and she screamed at him

"YOU BLAME ME FOR LIAMS DEATH!! WELL GUESS WHAT HE BLAMED US BOTH!!" Austin yells Furious

" I was there the night he died you know he told God to take him away because of what his dad does to him and what happened to me he blames you for beating the hell out of him every day of his fucking life that's what you did you did it to us both.

you still do it to me it's your fault and it's my fault he's not here I should have kept my mouth shut about being raped i shouldnt have told him or anyone else but I didn't and you should have been a better father but you weren't and now Liam is dead" she snapped

~Austin point of view~

he left and never came back I told my mom how sorry I was. the next morning I woke up. My mom was sitting on the couch I asked where

Dad was  she told me she didn't know he never came back.

we turn on the TV  and there it was another man falls to his death at Red River Gorge but I

knew that it wasn't an accident he did it to himself he killed himself, at first I didn't believe it was my dad, because they didn't say his name when we went there at the bottom the chopper took us down I knew it was him

That night of the night of the service or whatever I drank 6 bottles of beer