The Mendes Boy

~Mendes Boy~

by the way I am wearing black combat boots with leggings a t-shirt and leather jacket

~pic above~

"I need to talk to you" I confessed

"okay do you want to stay here or go for walk?" He asked me "a walk" we

went for a walk on the beach for a while then we sat down in the sand "thank you" I started "for what?"

"Calling the cops on me, without I'd still be broken, I mean I am still broken I little but without I wouldn't have met this medium

she connected to my dad and Liam and he told me to stop blaming myself for their death she gave hope and peace that they're okay

but Liam told me to stop pushing you me basically he told me to give you a chance Shawn and I'm really sorry I don't know how to love someone and I want to believe that you won't hurt me but I can't not yet"

"Austin do you honestly believe that I would hurt you, that I would do what he did to you, absolutely not you can trust me I promise" he spoke softly

"I want to believe you Shawn I'm sorry but I can't I don't you well enough yet" I confessed

"Okay so I'm from Pickering Ontario Canada I love muffins, hockey, soccer I can play the piano and guitar. My Favorite food is chocolate cake my favorite color is green when I go to Starbucks I order iced green tea" I listened to him "wow" I laughed

"So tell me about your self"
"what do you want to know?" I asked

"Everything" he exaggerated I laughed "okay my favorite color is purple but I don't tell people that because it's girly and I'm not girly and also black my favorite food is pizza and my favorite drink is

mountain dew I love long walks on the beach I know it cheesy but oh well and I don't give flying fucks about very much I'm a simple person I've from Wilmington, North Carolina

I can play the piano oh and I wear glasses but no one knows that except you and my family" he nodded

"I get that you miss your brother if he was here what would you guys be doing?" he asked "if he was here we'd be begging mom and dad to take us to Disneyland. I've never been there. me and my brother always talked about going there when we graduated but it's okay" I explained to him

"So what's your idea of a first date" he asked "I don't know something fun and exciting" I replied

"are you free Saturday?" He asked "I think I am um why" I questioned "you'll see" he smiled

I looked at him and in the moment I knew that he was amazing, he was thoughtful, and it didn't matter what I had ever been through I felt in my heart that he would never ever hurt me he was going to protect me

~at school~
I decided not to wear all black and try something new fun exciting different I'm wearing a white distressed tank top with pink distressed jean shorts and a leather jacket and combat boots with socks ~pic above~