The Mendes Boy

~Magcon~

We looked for them eventually we found them

The next day we spent the whole day at the pool and went on the slide then fourth day we all spent the day at a water park then we packed up and went home

"Did you have fun" my mom asked "yeah I bought you something" I gave her the mug "that is so amazing thank you so much" she hugged me

~2 weeks later~
I was at shawns house we went on our second date I was wearing (pic above)

Somebody named Bart was over his house "So Magcon is a tour for internet stars and he want you and cameron to be apart of it" I asked

"Cameron already is but they want me" he told me "and your going to do it" I questioned "I was thinking about it I did it before" he said "What then?" I asked

"in 2014" he confessed I sighed "I'm not gonna stop you if you wanna go, go but i" I sighed "what" "I have to talk to about something" I told him we went outside

"What's wrong" he asked "when I came here I partied every night I made out with every guy that I know I don't know what to be with but

Shawn....i made out with Cameron, I'm sorry I didn't know he was your best friend it was before we met

and I didn't know that I'd like you I didn't know you I'm sorry" I cried for him

He didn't say anything "please say something" I almost broke this is what I was afraid of I fuck things up I hurt him I didn't want to hurt him "wait I did something else" I confessed "what?" He was about to cry "I gave him.....um I gave him a.....blow job" I cried the tears started coming down his face

"Shawn I'm sorry I can't take it back but I didn't know he was your best friend but don't be mad at him he told me I had to tell you he was going to but I told him I would Shawn I'm sorry"

"Would you, would you have done it if you knew he was my friend" he trembled

"No...shawn...no" I cried "because you made out with Hunter and you knew I liked you"

"No I didn't Shawn, I didn't know you liked me Shawn I went after you, after you don't me you liked me and when you left the party I left I almost jumped on a mother fucking cliff to be with my brother because i couldnt take it that you ignored me I went to jail because of you

I'm a fuck up all I do is fuck things up thank you for taking me to Disneyland but I told you I'm fucked up I break up good people I destroy everything i hurt people im not girlfriend material I'm still broken inside I still blame myself for their death

I feel like I failed him I failed at being his sister and I can't be this good fucking princess girlfriend it's not in my nature to be the good girl everyone wants me to be

"I like you for you,what are you talking about Austin, stop pushing me away let your guard down if you like me why do you keep pushing me away" he asked