The Mendes Boy

~welcome to the world~

Kendall khloe Kylie got on a plane and flew to canada and so did my mom

5:25 A.M November 21st

I was all sweaty and gross i was in so much pain Kendall kylie khloe, my mom and shawns mom and dad and allyiah were sitting on the chairs in the room another one came and i groaned in pain "its okay breath" shawn says "don't tell me to fucking breath" i groaned in pain it stopped and i laid back down the contractuons are like 3 minutes apart and im dying *3 minutes later* i winced in pain still squeezing his hand "Shawn this is all your fault" the pain came back i groaned and squeezed shawns hand "were are never having sex again" i groaned "just breathe" shawns dad says "shut up shut up shut the fuck up" I snapped in pain

the doctor came in and said "lets see how far you are" and stuck this thing up my you know what i yelped she pulled it out and said "10 centimeters time to push" "i can't" i said "here i'll hold your hand" khloe says getting up she grabbed my other hand i put my legs up to my head and she said

"okay ready one two three push" i did squeezing shawn and khloe's hands tighter the doctor counted to 10 then said breath i did and then she said "okay again one two three push" i did and she counted to ten then said breath i did and laid my head back on the pillow then she said

"again" "i can't" i said sweaty and tired of this "you have to" she said "okay ready one two three push" she said i did

she counted to ten then said breath i did that until she said "one more i see the head" i did it one more time until I heard her cry shawn cut the umbillicord "meet your new baby boy" she said then she cleaned him off and wrapped him in the blanket i laid back down and started crying shawn bent down to me and said

"dont cry you did it baby you did it" quietly "never again" through tears and in pain I was exhausted "baby its okay you did it look" he said and looked at the baby then me "okay you did it" he said and kissed my forhead "okay" i said

"do you want to hold him" the doctor says "yes" i said she
handed him to me i smiled "see you did it baby" shawn said "never again" i said
"smile" khloe said with her phone taking a picture i smiled weekly and he took the picture

"can i hold him" shawn asked I handed the baby to him "i could do this again" i weakly said everyone laughed

Shawn  put the diaper on him and his little outfit (pic above) everyone held him then went to our hour i went to sleep shawn filled out the birth certificate

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I got to breastfeed him for the first time and it was so weird