"BECAUSE SHAWN I'M DAMAGED GOODS THAT NOBODY WANTS SHAWN I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOU"
"I WANT YOU AUSTIN I WANT YOU" he snapped I wasn't crying yet but almost but I can't I can't have a normal relationship I was raped
nobody recused me I'm damaged goods I'm saving you I can't hurt you if there is no us" I cried he leaned in and kissesme passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled
"I forgive you, I understand that you didn't know, and I'm not giving up on you I like you and
......And that's how we left things Shawn went on his Magcon tour met thousands of fans started a music career finished high school in his hometown in Canada
Me I visited him a couple times on tour we talked a lot every day in the beginning now we haven't talked in 4 months we text sometimes but we aren't together I went to therapy I turned 18 became a model and a singer made 100 million dollars in a year my mom met a new guy that she is dating right
now I live in a really nice apartment in la by myself Cameron is a model and Shawn is a singer I don't really talk to them I did at first I cut my hair and it's blonde now I got my tattoos removed I got another one for my brother and I put in a stud nose ring
I still have his number I should text him does he still think about me
He isn't technically a singer yet he sing at the Magcon shows and I think as he's getting more know people what to sign him~Shawns pov~
I finished the magcon tour and the first thing I did was go to Austin's house"Hey um is Austin here" I asked her mother "Austin moved out when she turned eighteen she lives in an apartment Burbank" she told me Burbank is an hour away from Venice
"Are you Shawn?" She asked I nodded she gave me her address I thanked her then left I drove to her apartment knocked on her door
Austin's point of view
I'm wearing my puma hoodie with a pair of jeans~pic above~
I answered the door it was Shawn all the feelings came back "Shawn What are you doing here" I asked
"Um I came to see you I'm done with tour" he replied "I know, do you wanna come in" I asked I let him in he walked into my apartment I shut the door
We started talking "so how was it" i asked "it was good I had a lot of fun"
"That's good" "um can we try this again" he asked "try what again" I asked "us" he asked "please don't push me away again I fought so hard to be with you please"He confessed "yeah okay whatever Mendes" I told him he smiled
"How about I take you to dinner Friday and we pick up where we left off and we call this our 3rd date" he asked I nodded he smiled
~Friday night 7 o'clock~
Shawn made plans to where we were going but he didn't tell me I put on my favorite black dress but when Istepped out of my bathroom Shawn had something else I had called my makeup artist and hair stylist they did my hair and makeup I got ready in the stunning dress Shawn bought me I put black heels on
~pic above~
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The Mendes Boy
FanfictionWill 16 year old Austin Blake ever have a normal life. Will she fall in love? Will she let her gaurd down for the Mendes boy that she doesn't want to let in her life? or will she let fear take over her She's guarded when it comes to letting people i...