The Mendes Boy

~shower~

~3 months later~

Shawn came over knocked on the door a lot of celebrities live in my apartment building so paparazzi are there but they don't know Shawn is here for me

I answered the door and let him in "hey" I hugged him

I hugged him "eww gross you're all sweaty" i teased him "oh thanks babe" he wiped his sweat on me Then ran away "oh my god Shawn  i'm gonna kill you that's fucking gross" i cringed i ran after him he ran upstairs I chased him

He locked the door "shawn open the door now" i demanded "are you gonna hurt me" he asked "no" i lied "mhm" he questioned "seriously babe open the door now" i demanded

"i'm getting in the shower" He answered  "so what open the door" i snapped he unlocked it and let me in

I sat down on the bed
"You wanna take a shower with me" he asked "ew in your dreams big boy" I joked but the truth was I was scared "are you scared" my heart was heavy i was shaking

"woah babe are you okay"  he asked "i can't take a shower with you i'm scared" i confessed uneasily

"oh i understand it's okay but he can't hurt you anymore" he whispered comforting me he held his hand out for me to grab

I looked at it then i grabbed it and stood up he pulled me closer to him "i understand if you don't want to

take a shower with me but know that I'm not gonna hurt you if that's what you think"  he  comforts

"Its not that I think you're gonna hurt me it's more i'm scared" i confessed "do you want to do it" he asked "yeah but I cant" i confessed uneasily "okay well i'm gonna go take a shower and then I'll be back"  he tells me

Then walked into the bathroom and shut the door "Shawn wait" I took a deep breath and walked into the bathroom with him I shut the door

I let out a big breath I took off my shirt and pants Shawn was in just his boxers this was a big deal it was the first time Shawn and I have seen each other naked well half naked

"You don't have to if you don't want to" he told me I trust him enough to where I know he would never make me do something I don't want to but I'm facing my fears

"its okay I want to" I reassured him he took off his underwear my mind went somewhere else I gulped that thing is supposed fit inside of me he turned the warm water on and stepped in the shower

I want to have sex with him but I can't i'm scared and i feel bad and I get scared and panic everytime he asks me something like that

I took everything off and joined him in the shower

~Shawns point of view~

"See this isn't so bad" I comforted her
I  washed everything and that area and Austin was just staring at me "do you like what you see" I joked she looked up at me

"Sorry" she apologized she washed her hair and washed everything then we stayed under the water

~Austin's point of view~

"So whats the next level?" he asked
"What do you mean?" I replied

"I built your trust in me,  we've been

open completely with each other for 5 months, we've been hiding from the world all this time, you've met my  family