The Mendes Boy

~he was mad~

Oh my god babe are you kidding" he was mad "Yeah wait are you mad I'm sorry I thought you'd be happy" "no I mean don't get me wrong I want kids but

I was planning on going on tour and I'm 19 babe this is to much" "I'm 19 too" "what about my career?" He snapped I started crying "leave then" "I will god i can't believe you'd be so selfish to get pregnant" he said

"Shawn you can't tell anyone but our families I don't want our fans or the world to know i want to keep it a secret like kylie did"

"My pleasure" he snapped he left i told my mom and that's it

2 months later I'm not showing yet which kinda makes me worry but it's also good because I can continue to work without people questioning but I'm miserable I have the cravings and the nausea

I ordered lots of diapers and wipes ice also been working not to much though I went to the doctors I we heard a heart beat our baby is the size of a rasberry

Shawn and I are broken up and that scares me I moved out and moved to an apartment New York

1 month later I released my new song
Then (anne marie)

There was a knock on the door I'm wearing a pair of puma sweatpants and a crop top I just got down puking my guts out I answered the door and it was Shawn "what are you doing here" I asked 

2 months later 6/20/18 I'm 20 years old now and  im 4 months pregnant I'm still not showing yet but everything is okay the baby is healthy and people are thinking I'm pregnant because I stopped dying my hair

and I cut it really short i stopped drinking coffee and pop and my craving weird things but I posted a picture of me in my bikini with the caption yes I'm 4 months pregnant 😂💀 the things people write about me...do I look pregnant?... All love though ❤

And Shawn and I are going to the American music awards in performing my knew song  were arriving separately but were meeting later to kind confirm were dating but not really so I got my nails and makeup done then I put my outfit and shoes on and left

I arrived at the red carpet posed for some pictures then I stopped for an interview "hey Austin" "hi how are you" I asked

"good you" she asked "I'm good" "so let me start off by saying you look gorgeous and I love the knew hair why did you stop dying it"

"i stopped dying my hair because it was really hard on my hair it was damaged spot and I cut it really short because it's to much of a pain to take care of" I lied

"Um who are you most excited to see perform" she asked "I don't know probably Selena Gomez" "so who are you sitting by during the show" she asked

"my bo-best friend Shawn Mendes" I almost said my boyfriend but I stopped myself "aww cute um people like to assume things can you confirm or deny your dating shawn"

"you just have to wait and see..or ask shawn..im kidding no"  "so your not dating him" she asked i Shrugged "my private life is my private life I'm like to keep stuff to myself I'm not gonna say I'm dating I know