After the call with Brooke is over, we decide to go out for pizza and eat dinner. The whole way there we sing this song we made up called Pizza. Its hilarious, and we love pizza.. Especially Michael.
We arrive and we order a pepperoni and a cheese pizza. Throughout dinner I keep checking my phone in case I get a text from Brooke. "Dude chill out. She'll text you." Calums tells me while he nudges my arm. I stick my phone in my pocket and continue eating. "So, when are you guys gonna.. ya know." Calum winks. "Hey, thats my sister youre talking about!" Michael yells from across the table and we all laugh. He's so overprotective, but I don't know if that's good or bad. I can protect her on my own, and she sure as hell is safe with me. I start overthinking and space out for the rest of dinner. On our way back to the tour bus Calum asks me, "What are you thinking about, Luke?" I look down, not knowing how to answer. He looks at me more worried. "You okay?" I let out a sigh. "Yeah." I say, still not looking up.
We all went to bed as soon as we got home and I pull out my phone to text her right away, trying not to make a sound. I have to text her.
Hey Brooke, just wanted to say goodnight and I miss you <3
I wait a long time for her to reply until finally, 10 minutes later I get a text.
I miss you too ): Can we Skype tomorrow?
Yeah! Thats a great idea, I'll call you first thing when I wake up. We have stuff to do, so it will be early (:
Okay, looing forward to it (: goodnight Lukey! <3
Goodnight Brookey! <3
I laugh to myself about the stupid nicknames, were so cute. Well, she is at least. I seriously cant believe a girl like her likes me. I mean, Im a 6, and shes a 10. Its amazing. Shes amazing. But the thing is.. Shes so far away. My eyes start to water at the thought, and shortly after Im crying my eyes out. What if we have to break up because of the distance? What if she hates me? What if her phone breaks? What if she stops liking me? What if she finds another guy while Im gone? What if that guy treats her badly? What if I treat her badly? After that thought I punch the wall. "Fuck!" I cry harder and continue to repeatedly punch the wall.
"Luke..?" I hear a raspy voice from under me. I cant stop crying, Im to angry and sad. I punch the wall over and over. "Luke! Luke stop!" Ashton is now awake and standing by my bunk. He wraps his arms around me in attempt to pull me away from the wall but its no use. I blindly punch the wall while I cry and scream.
Michael and Calum wake up from all the commotion. Theyre all standing by my bed, trying to help but I dont care. There is blood everywhere from my fists. My vision starts to become blurry, but not only from my tears, Im extremely dizzy. My punches start to slow down and become weak. I hear my band mates yelling my name but they sound so far away. I stop punching the wall and I can hardly see but I can feel myself laying in a pool of blood. I look over at them and their faces are are so distant and blurry, so are their voices. I get out of bed and they all grab me in attempt to help. I brush them off and try to walk out of the bus. The walls are spinning around me and Im stumbling though the bus.
I hit the ground, hard and the walls are still spinning around me. I can faintly hear Calum calling 911 behind the far away voices yelling my name. "Brooke.." I whisper. Michael holds my head in his hand and I struggle to look at him. My breathing is shaky and my heart is beating fast. I look at my hands that are covered in blood, soaking the carpet beneath me. I look back to Michael who is yelling something as loud as he can but I cant make it out. Everyone is now kneeling beside me and yelling to me.
And thats when everything went black.
