I'm Screwed

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Y/N POV

She knows, oh shit she knows, what the hell am I gonna do?  She is going to ask way to may questions. She's gonna think I'm a freak. Why did I have to explain myself in the first place I should have just kicked her out. What if she tells the other girls? They're gonna jump me. Those bitches crazy.

I wonder what she must be thinking. She probably thinks I pretended to be my brother just to get laid or something. God that one time we made out she felt my dick too. FUCKK, she probably thinks I played her.

As soon as she said it's you I knew she knew, I felt that spark and I know she felt it too. She's probably disgusted right now knowing she kissed and made out with a freak. She ran out of the room once she realized it was me this whole time

No, Camila wouldn't do that to me would she? I guess we'll find out tomorrow.

Camila POV

I want answers and I want them right now. Once I pulled away from y/n's magic lips I went straight to the room I know Daniel is in. I didn't even knock and I saw him fucking Victoria. I screamed at him to cover up and when he did, Victoria left.

"So I know y/n has been pretending to be you this last month."
"I don't know what you're talking about Camila." Do both of these idiots think I'm stupid or something? Like I can't tell who I have feelings for? Well I was gonna get an explanation no matter what.

"The old Daniel used to call me Cabello, you don't do that, you don't have those eyes that make my heart go crazy when I look up at them, you don't have the curls you had this whole month, I know you're not the same Daniel that saved me from Austin, I don't get a funny feeling when I look into your eyes, I don't feel as safe around you as I used to. You may be the actual Daniel, but you aren't the one I want to hear this from but I have to ask you.

"Why? Why did you and your sister pull this stupid joke or whatever it was on me, the school, everyone."

"Look I may not be the Daniel you know but this wasn't a joke and I'm sure y/n didn't mean to hurt you, that doesn't sound like my sister. We did a switch because y/n was expelled from her old school which gave her a chance to move with me and my dad. The school would't have her paperwork ready for another month, I got a chance to record an EP in Los Angeles; So I had y/n pretend to be me this month so I can go play my music."

"Well your sister played me, she made me fall for her or for you I should say, I can't believe I was so dumb not to see it, wait how come she has a dick? She made everyone believe she was someone who she wasn't even if it was to help you that's still messed up"

"Yea and? You made everyone believe that "Daniel" was an asshole who tried to steal you from Austin. Everything my sister did was to help you. She stopped you from being assaulted, she kept your secret from the headmistress, and she even kept quiet while you let those disgusting rumors float around about how "Daniel" was trash. Not only did you break my sister again you ruined my reputation as well, and because of you I heard my sister crying on the phone, telling me she fell for somebody she shouldn't have. She tried to keep her distance but you kept trying and you broke her walls down. So don't come lecturing me about tricking people or whatever it is you're angry about without thinking about all the things "old Daniel" did for you, and all of the things you did to him." He was livid and I started feeling like really bad for what I had done.

"Trust me "Old Daniel" is gone and if you hurt my sister again I promise you won't like the new one. If you mess with my sister or her feelings I'll make sure to ruin you.

"I don't know what to say about all of this I'm confused."

"How do you think my sister felt? Get outta my room Camila and stay away from the Gonzalez family."

I left the room with my head down, Daniel made me realize everything y/n did for me, all those smiles she put on my face, saving me from Austin, helping me in biology. She did so much for me and I just messed her life up in return, I let Austin spread rumors about her family and I broke her without knowing it. She made my life happy and I made hers bad.

I have to fix things. That girl is gonna talk to me tomorrow whether she likes it or not.

Y/N POV

I decided to skip class today, after all it's only my official third day. I let my brother know I'm headed over to my dad's beach house to think. He let me know Camila went to confront him about our switch, he said she fell for me; but I know she didn't she fell for Daniel not y/n. I honestly don't want communication with anyone right now.

He told me she wasn't going to tell the school but I already knew that. Camila wasn't the type of girl to spread rumors. I don't know how long I was napping in the sun until I felt someone shaking me awake. It was my roommate, Lauren. By the way she looked at me I knew Camila had told her.

"Did you actually fall for Camila?"

"We both know the answer to that, you saw how crazy "Daniel" was for her. I tried not to but she just wouldn't give up on trying to befriend me."

"It's okay Y/N I'm not mad, she's not mad." Wait she isn't mad at me? I would be pissed if I was her. Maybe I heard Lauren wrong.

"She isn't? But she ran out yesterday?"

"She's scared, not because she fell for a girl, but because she thought you played her."

"I had to beg your brother to give me your location I know Camila might have ran off but she doesn't hate you. Today when she didn't see you in class she bursted into our room looking for you. When I told her I hadn't seen you since last night she broke down and told me everything."
Wow I feel happy and guilty at the same time, happy because maybe I have a shot with Camila but guilty because I hurt her.
"I don't blame you for what you did, she doesn't blame you for what you did. Just don't avoid her like you did the first time. It broke my heart seeing one of my best friends so sad about a crush, but looking at you right now I know you didn't mean to fall for her. You didn't do it out of malice, it just happened. You may think she won't like you because you're a girl but that's not it."

"Camila actually had a girlfriend before but  but once the girl got tired of Camila hiding her she outed Camila at her old school and to her parents, and that's when she vowed to avoid falling for a girl again. Then you just walk in the picture and bam she wants you."

"She doesn't want me, she wants Daniel. The old Daniel I should say. I have no idea about what to do with my feelings for Camila but telling her isn't an option right now. I hope as my roommate you can respect that and this conversation."

"I get it if you aren't ready but just make sure you don't regret anything." I can't believe Lauren is being nice to me, especially after I put her friend through so much.

"Thanks Lauren, I won't and I promise you one day I'll tell Camila how I feel, just not today. Maybe we'll see how she reacts to being friends with me and we'll go from there."

"It better be sooner rather than later, anywayyys since I came in an Uber do you mind if I join you here until you go back to school? You are coming back tonight right? I don't think Demi is too fond of the new Daniel and his sister.
I bet she wasn't. We have been there for two days and we're already the talk of the whole school.
"Ehh she'll warm up to us eventually but yea I'm just gonna go for a swim then we can get a bite to eat, then I'll take you back to your beloved school."

She agreed and I took my shirt and pants off and ran straight into the ocean. I started thinking about what she said, Camila has fallen for a girl before. Maybe I do have a chance, but I have to let Camila get to know me as me first. Maybe one day we could be something. She isn't mad at me, she isn't going to expose me either. She's my angel. My beautiful angel.

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