Soccer and Camila Cabello

Not Impressed

I really lost her. All because I couldn't put my pride aside sooner. Maybe she isn't for me.

I just got my heart broken and now I'm sitting here getting shitfaced by the pool. If I would have known this was gonna happen, I would have stayed away from Camila. Man who the fuck am I kidding? I knew I was gonna get my heart broke by her. But fuck her I don't need her or anyone for that matter. All I need is booze and soccer. Oh and my family almost forgot about them lol.

"Y/n!" Welp speaking of the devil here he comes.

"What up bro?" I said with a smile on my face before taking another sip of my bottle.

"You okay?" He asked while gently taking the bottle from my hands.

"I'm fine Daniel. Now may I please have my bottle back so I can drink away my sorrows?"

"No y/n that's enough. I'm done sitting here letting you hurt yours over someone who isn't worth it. She doesn't deserve you. She lost you not the other way around. It's her that should be drowning in her sorrows. Look at where you're headed. By this summer you'll be starting on the USWNT. You'll have your picn of any club in the world. You're gonna be living your dream. I promise you she's gonna miss you more than you'll miss her. Once you're gone you'll forget about her. You're gonna have the time of your life, but that won't happen if you lose yourself over one fucking girl. We're 17 sis, we've got our whole life ahead of us. I mean look at us, what girl wouldn't want us? I get that you love her but she's a part of your past now. You have to let her go, because at this point all she's doing is hurting you. I hate seeing you like this. It makes me wanna hit a girl, but unfortunately our parents raised us better than that. I punched Mendes after the show though."

I slowly take in everything that he's said to me. He's right. I have my whole future ahead of me. Everything I've always wanted is in front of me. Literally everything because whenever I thought of my future I never envisioned a girl by my side. So this is all I've ever wanted, yet there's still a small part of me that would do anything to have her back.

"You punched Shawn?" I said letting out a small laugh.

"Out of everything I told you the only thing that registers was that?"

"Well duh that's the only thing that's not depressing fool."

He went on to tell me about how after he won first place Shawn confronted him outside saying he didn't deserve it and that he's a loser just like me, he decked him and in front of Camila too. He put the bottle back in the liquor cabinet and we watched power rangers for the rest of the night because we wanted to feel like little kids again. We took a break in between episodes to go to the store to get ingredients for a cake we saw on one of those little instagram videos but we failed. We didn't bother cleaning up and got some wings delivered.

It was about ten in the morning when I heard the door being knocked on. Me and Daniel knocked out on the couch and it was a mess. There was bones everywhere and cans of energy drinks on the floor. Who the hell is at my door?

I open the door and see Ariana standing there with some cookies. I was relieved that it wasn't Camila at the door. I gave Ariana a big smile and pulled her into a hug.

"Wow y/n I was expecting to see you crying your eyes out and being your cute little drunk self. I heard what what happened yesterday. She doesn't deserve you."

"Yeah well if you would have been here about twelve hours ago you would have seen me the way you described. My brother snapped me out of it though so I'm just gonna go on with my life and have fun."

"Ooo are those cookies?" Daniel said interrupting me. He smirked when Ariana blushed at the sight of him shirtless.

"Yes they're cookies but they're for all of us to share. You can't eat all of my cookies Daniel."

"As much as I would like to eat all of your cookies-" He paused looking at her up and down. "I have to go talk with some of the reps from the colleges from last night right now. Maybe one day I can ahow you how much we Gonzalez love to eat cookie Grande."

"No thanks y/n showed me the night of her party and I have to say I wasn't impressed."

What the fuck? That's the first time a girl has ever complained.

Daniel burst out laughing at me saying I've probably lost my game. I pushed him out of the door and threw a cookie at him. Once I closed the door I gave my attention back to Ariana.
"What do you mean you weren't impressed?" I said pouting. Because seriously what the fuck.

"Aww babygirl don't feel bad. It's just you were a little sloppy. It's okay though with time you'll learn how to please a girl." She said in a teasing tone.

"My g, first of all I was super drunk that night. Plus you didn't have my full attention. I was switching from you to Leslie. So don't talk down on my game because that didn't count."

"Excuses excuses." She said laughing again.

I tackled her on the couch and pinned her. "Take that back Ari, I was drunk. You can't talk shit. Forget about that night." I said slowly getting closer to her face.

"Then give me something new to remember Gonzalez." She said before she closed the distance. I immediately took control of the kiss. I was going to show her how wrong she was.

After a few minutes of kissing, I picked her up from the couch and made my way to my room. She was still taunting me though. "When I'm done with you, you won't even be able to talk Grande." I threw her on my bed and started kissing on her neck. She was wearing a cute little dress that fortunately was very easy to take off. She gon learn today.

I snapped her bra with ease and threw it across the room. I looked at her and she gave me a nod signaling for me to go on. That's when I started my exploration of Ariana Grande.

I ran my fingers all over her tosro to find her spots. I felt her breath hitch when I touched just under her nipple. Target locked. I started kissing her and nipping at her until she moaned my name. I repeated the other process on her other breast and finished it off with a little kiss. I started to kiss down to her navel and held her hips down so she would stop squirming. I kissed her covered mound once and I felt how wet she was. Rather than getting down to business I decided to tease her a bit.

I slid all the way to ths bottom of my bed and grabbed her foot. I kissed my way up to my destination. The whole time Ariana was a moaning mess. Just how I like them.

When I finally reached the apex of her thigh I gave it a little nip before starting the same process on her other leg. I didn't even get halfway through before she pulled my head where she wanted it. Oh so she wants to be rough? I grab opposite ends of her thong and tug it right off her. When the final barrier was out of my way I started off with gentle kisses. Adding more tongue as more time progressed, when she pushed me into her I pulled away and put two fingers inside of her.

"What happened to 'I wasn't impressed?'" I say with a smirk on my face. She pulled me up towards her and kissed me hard. "Fine I take it back. You have an amazing mouth, clearly it's good for more than talking. Now fuck me before I rip your dick off and finish myself off."

So I grabbed a condom and fucked her. Can't have any kids running around when my career is barely taking off.

Yo what is up you guys. Sorry for not updating in a while. Midterms got me fucked up and the girl who broke my heart somehow managed to break it even more. Lmao I really wish I could leave her alone but I can't. She was all I ever had. Also the final chapter of this book will be posted by the end of the month. The sequel will start mid November maybe earlier idk.

Anyways enough sad shit as always lmk what you thought about the chapter. 🤟🏽