Soccer and Camila Cabello

It Was Self Defense

My heart might be broken but my game is at a level that even I can't comprehend. I've been on the field all day instead of in class. Camila was the only reason I actually put in the work for school these last few months. Now I can focus on being the best again. Coach is checking up on me and bringing me waters as I practice. He doesn't care that I'm skipping class, hell he's even writing me excuses. When it comes to lunch I see her lurking around near the bleachers.

She looks upset and I hate it so much. She doesn't have the right to be upset she fucked up I didn't. I knew she was gonna walk towards me and try to start a conversation so I started packing my stuff.

"Y/n baby please hear me out." She said while jogging to where I was.

"Please leave me alone before my temper gets out of hand again." I say without looking at her. I know if I look at her I'll cry. I don't want anyone to see me cry over a girl.

"Baby please it was a mistake Shawn and I-"

"DON'T SAY HIS FUCKING NAME TO ME CAMILA" I screamed at her. I haven't ever raised my voice at her this bad. You can tell she was shook because she walked back a couple of steps. She opened her mouth to say something but a voice I've grown to hate interrupted our conversation.

"Hey asshole don't talk to her like that." Deep breaths Gonzalez.It took everything in me not to punch him in his face when he pulled Camila behind him. Remember they're not worth it.

"Listen Mendes, I don't know why I have to tell your dumbass this every time I see you, but mind your fucking business." I spat at him. The little fucker actually got in my face too.

"She is my business y/n. Don't disrespect her or else. Now I see why she cheated on you."

Deep Breaths.

"She cheated on me because she's a whore. You're nothing special bro, if it wasn't with you it would have eventually been with somebody else because that's what whores do. They like to go around, isn't that right love?" I said looking past him straight to Camila. She let out a sob at my words and melted into Shawn's arms.

"This isn't over Gonzalez." He said with a glare on his face

"Why wouldn't it be? You got the girl. You got my sloppy seconds. Keep her I sure as hell don't want her back. Again she's just a common who-" I stumbled back realizing he punched me in the face. I'm so glad he did that because now I can call it self defense.

I pretended to walk away then swiftly turned around and punched him straight in his face. Little fucker went down. I sleeped his ass.

"What the fuck is your problem y/n?" Camila said pushing me away from him.

"My problem? He hit me first the fuck. Of course you're more worried about your little boyfriend though. Go on check on the little bitch. Show me. Show me exactly why I broke up with you." She just looked at me before bending down to try and wake him up.

"You knocked him out y/n, you have to take him to the nurse." She said glaring at me.

"I'm not taking your little boyfriend anywhere, it's his own fault he got his shit rocked. You deal with it." I couldn't stay on the field anymore since there was a knocked out Mendes on it. So I actually went to class. I didn't know anyone in my class so I was falling asleep until the teacher woke me up.

"Gonzalez you're needed in the office." I had a feeling I knew what this was about. I didn't care though, I couldn't get in trouble for defending myself. Plus we had a game today. I knew Lovato wouldn't let me miss it for nothing.

When I walked in there I saw Camila and Shawn already sitting by her desk.

"Gonzalez what have I told you about fighting?" Lovato asked with a sigh and and an irritated tone.

"Not to start it. But in this case I didn't start it. Cabello and I were talking then Mendes got involved and hit me. I just defended myself. I said with a smirk on my face.

"Is that true Camila?" Camila just looked down and nodded her head.

"Well then, Shawn you're suspended for a week for starting the fight."

"Y/n, you're sitting out the first half of the game and going to detention instead."

"REALLY? I GET SUSPENDED BUT SHE GETS 45 MINUTES OF DETENTION? HOW IS THAT FAIR? DO YOU KNOW WHAT SHE CALLED CAMILA? SHE CALLED HER A -"

"Jesus Mendes shut the fuck up you're too loud let me finish telling Lovato the part we all apparently left out of the story. I called Camila a whore and that's why her little boy toy hit me."

"What did I tell you about disrespecting her?"

"Don't do it. I really tried not to but I was provoked. And also since we seem to be snitching on people today I have something I wold like to report." I pulled out my phone and pulled up the picture everyone seems to be sending me today and showed it to Lovato.

It was the picture of Camila and Shawn in the music room. She was sitting on his lap and kissing him, while he was grabbing her ass, right next to them a bottle of tequila.

"I believe PDA is against the rules is it not? Oh and so is alcohol. Two things you can clearly see in the picture. Hell they might have even had sex on that very spot, from what Camila confessed."

When Lovato saw the picture she glared at Shawn.

"We didn't have sex in there, we did it in my room." He said throwing a smirk my way.

I lunged at him but at the last second Lovato caught me.

"Enough. Both of you. Mendes that's another week for PDA and alcohol. Now get out."

He got up and slammed the door on his way out.

"Now, you Gonzalez, I didn't want to say it in front of him because I know he'll try to provoke you again, but if you disrespect Camila there will be consequences. Not because she's my goddaughter, but because it's considered bullying. Also delete that picture."

"It's not the only one Lovato. Over fifty people have sent it to me. The whole school knows. Everyone knows Camila played me."

"Camila, baby did he take advantage of you? If he did I'll have him arrested right now." She said looking to Camila for her answer.

"No, he didn't take advantage of me. Everything that happened last night was consensual." She said with her head down

Hearing her admit to it again killed me. I got up and kicked the chair I was sitting in and left. I couldn't look at her anymore.

Camila's POV

When I admitted to Demi that what Shawn and I had consensual sex, I felt my heart break. I had a bit of hope left for us, but when I admitted that I knew exactly what I was doing last night it all went away. I could see it in her face. There wasn't any emotion in her eyes. That wasn't my y/n anymore. I started crying my eyes out as soon as she left the room.

My godmother was comforting me but I could tell she was pissed at me.

"What did you do Camila? Y/n was so good for you."

What did I do? It's too late now she's gone and there's no way she'll have me again

I fucked up.