Soccer and Camila Cabello

Tours & Roommates

Y/N POV

I'm walking around campus with Camila as she tells me about all the different buildings. To be honest I don't retain any information, as I'm focused on her beautiful voice and how she gets so excited for little things such as how big the library is and how the music room is so nice. I'm just staring at those plump pink lips wondering what they taste like, but she snaps her fingers over my face I realize I've been caught. Shit play it off Y/N play it off.

"Danny, I've been trying to ask you something for the last thirty seconds."

"Oh yea sorry Cabello I was just thinking about how I miss my twin and my whole family in general."
"Tell me about them if it will help you feel better." Why does she have to be beautiful and nice? She's compicating this already complicated situation.

She squeezes my hand. Should I open up to her? No y/n she doesn't want you to open up she wants Daniel to. She doesn't want you she wants your brother. Just play it cool. Keep your distance Gonzalez. In a month Daniel will be back from Los Angeles and you'll have to go back to being y/n.

"Uhh nah I don't wanna bore you Cabello let's finish the tour." I think I saw a flash of sadnessin her expression, but it was gone as fast as it arrived.

"Why don't you ever call me Camila? Ever since you learned my last name that's all you ever call me."
"First names are too personal for me I'd rather call you Cabello if you don't mind?"

"That's fine I was just wondering." I can tell my answer upset her because she's not as cheerful as she was earlier. I want that smile back on her face. She should never be upset.

"So Cabello you play any instruments?" Just like that her whole face lit up. I'm such a genius.

"Yea I play guitar what about you Danny?"

"Uh he sings I mean uhh I sing." Fuck I slipped up. Hopefully she doesn't notice my slip. Please don't notice.

"No way me too we should have a jam session one day."
"Maybe but usually my focus is on soccer. It's my passion, what I wanna do for the future you know? Once I step on the pitch all of my worries are gone then it's just me and the ball. Soccer is a place where I can just lose myself. Forget about everyone and everything else. It's my happy place. Uh let me shut up I talk too much."

"I've never heard a guy be so openly passionate about something he loves it's so refreshing." She's giving me lovey dovey eyes. I need to get this under control.

"Well that's because I'm not a guy."

"What was that? I don't think I heard you right."

Fuck I said that out loud?

"I said well that's because I'm not like most guys."

"No, no you aren't." She says with a gorgeous smile on her face. "But Danny I have to go, I have a test to study for."

"Yea no problem Cabello thanks for the tour." She leans in to give me a hug and I awkwardly pat her back.

I watch her walk away, wow I'm such an idiot. Usually I'm so smooth when it comes to girls but there's just something about Camila Cabello that has me fucked up. I need to stop she is probably straight and I can't flirt with her as Danny because I'm y:n. On the walk back to my dorm I decide to keep Camila at arms length from now on.

When I get to my room I open the door and I see my roommate for the first time. He looks up from his phone and introduces himself.
"What's up the name's Shawn Mendes you're the new guy huh?"
"Yea I'm Daniel Gonzalez nice to meet you."
"So Daniel, you play any sports?"
"Yea soccer, what about you?"
"Of course, everyone around here revolves around soccer, not me though I play hockey."  Well at least he isn't a dick. I decide to keep the conversation going.

"I can't skate for shit. You must be very talented."
"Ehh it's all in the footwork."

We start talking about random interests and hobbies, after careful evaluation I have decided Shawn is cool maybe we could be friends. He says since soccer season already started I can't try out for the team anymore, which is a bummer because I was really looking forward to playing in that huge stadium that Camila showed me earlier.

Shawn says his best friend Cameron is a co captain though so he could maybe make an exception for me. That is when I decide Shawn is my new friend. We play FIFA on PS4 a little bit and he's actually good, which pleases me. When it's time to go to sleep I feel great because today was a good day. I have a good roommate and a small chance of hope to play on the team. Shawn was the first friend I made here.

What about Camila that little annoying voice says in my head. Camila and I can't be friends, I have to keep my distance from her, I can't afford any distractions right now. Maybe when I'm Y/N again we can be friends, but not right now. It just doesn't feel right lying to her.

And once again the last thing I think about before falling asleep is Camila freaking Cabello .