Soccer and Camila Cabello

I Smell Bullshit

Something wasn't adding up, but I'm just gonna let it go and focus on practice. The state championships were coming up and I couldn't afford any distractions.States is where everything goes down. The best teams, the best coaches, the best scouts, the best players. That is where the real challenge is. Colleges are gonna be all over me I just know it. Me and Camila haven't tatlked about college though.  Camila had brought up scholarships and colleges. I for one have never been interested in all of that. My only dream was to play pro soccer. College is irrelevant, just a stepping stone for what i really want. Camila is different though, what if she picked a school who has a booty ass team? I love her I really do but am I willing to let go of everything I've worked so hard for? Of course I am, as long as me and Camila are together I would follow her anywhere in the world.

A whistle blew in my face and took me out of my thoughts. "What the hell are you doing Gonzalez? You're just sitting there staring off into space like an idiot!" I didn't say anything and started joining the guys in the warm ups. I took everything off my mind and focused on one thing, my favorite thing to do. Soccer.

By the end of practice I was feeling way better. I hadn't felt the rush that I used to feel in a long time. I called Camila's phone to hang out but she didn't answer. Might as well hit up my other half. I haven't hung out with my brother in the longest. I called him too but he didn't answer either. Maybe he's sleeping, I'm gonna go wake him up for fun.

As I got closer to his room I heard three people shouting. I opened the door and I saw my brother screaming t his roommate and my girlfriend. "Yo what the fuck is going on in here?"

"Y/n you're here now I can tell you how much of a hoe your girlfriend is." My brother said in an angry tone. "Daniel don't disrespect her, now I'm gonna ask again, Camila what's going on?"

"Nothing baby, Daniel walked in on Shawn teaching me guitar and he took it the wrong way. I swear it's nothing."

"Yeah man it was nothing I swear."

"You shut the fuck up Shawn." Me and my brother both say at the same time. Ahhh twinzies.

"She's just using that as an excuse y/n, she's lying." My brother tells me looking at me in my face. I know when he does that he's serious about something.

"Why are you lying on me Daniel?" My girlfriend says in a desperate tone. I don't know who the fuck to believe.

"I wasn't doing anything with her I swear." I don't even know why this idiot is talking to me. I can't take my anger out on anyone except him.

"Didn't I tell you to shut the fuck up already? I didn't ask you. I asked my girlfriend and my brother. So I'm gonna tell you this for the last time SHUT THE FUCK UP DIPSHIT."

"Come on y/n let's get out of here." My brother starts to pull me away. I stay in place though.

"Come on Camila let's go." She looks between all of us and shakes her head no. "You aren't my owner y/n I can do whatever I want. You're just being rude for no reason at all. I'll see you later when you're cooled down."

"I never said I owned you. I'm just trying to leave so we can discuss this privately. I wouldn't have to be rude if he would mind his own business. But you're right, do what you want but don't look for me at all today or tomorrow. Since you wanna be independent so bad. Come on Daniel let's get the fuck out of here."

We left and I slammed the door. We were halfway down the hall when I heard Camila screaming my name.Daniel flipped her off and we kept walking.

"I know I'm mad and all but don't disrespect her." I could be mad all I want but I don't want anyone disrespecting my girl.

"Let's just get to the house and I can tell you why I'm being disrespectful y/nn."

On the way to the beach house the ride was silent.When we pulled up we started playing Fifa. It got crazy after a bit because we're both competitive as fuck.

"Oh yeah babyyy let's go, keep that same fucking energy." I said as I tied at the last minute.

We played a few more games after that and we got to talking. I've really missed my brother. He talked about music and I talked about soccer. That's the way it's always been since we were kids. Apparently he's still talking to Kylie and he plans on asking her to be his girlfriend.

I'm happy he's getting a girl that treats him right. I knew he was gonna question me about my relationship too.

"So y/nn do you really love Camila?"

"Bro I love that girl so fucking much. I know we said we wouldn't ever fall in love until after college but I think she's it for me. She makes me happy. She accepts all of my flaws and my anger. Sure we have our problems sometimes, but we solve them easily. She's at every single on of my games and she supports me unconditionally. When I'm with her it's like the whole world fades away. It's just me and her. Nobody else. I'm willing to follow this girl anywhere when school ends. I would even give up soccer if I had to."

"That bitch, look what she's done to you. I'm gonna fly Jackie out here so she can beat the fuck out of her for me."

"Really man? I just told you that I love this girl and that's what you say."

"Look y/n hear me out okay? I smell bullshit. Camila is lying to you." He says in a serious tone. That scares the shit out of me Daniel isn't ever serious.

"You're wrong Daniel, what you saw is just Shawn trying to teach her guitar. That's all it was, tell me how that smells like bullshit to you." I said getting in his face.

"I would if you would just let me talk. You dumbass think about it. When you first met her she was all you could talk about when we were on the phone remember? You kept telling me how much I would like her because she was a musician and was really good on the guitar. Bozo think about what you got her for Christmas.I have music with her too. So how the fuck is she going to claim that he was just teaching her. When she.."

"I GET IT OKAY DANIEL I GET IT. PLEASE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY. I GET IT SHE'S PLAYING ME. I'M FUCKING STUPID I GET IT. YOU'RE RIGHT AGAIN. YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT ABOUT THEM!"

"I don't wanna be right y/n, I really don't but I can't stand by while another bitch tries to play you." He says while hugging me.

"Well I feel like Bozo the clown."

"Then we can both be Bozo the clown tonight." He says while pulling out a bag of weed from his jacket.

"Bet" I say while pulling out my phone to turn it off. I see messages from Camila. I open them but don't read them.

Tonight I just wanna forget. Forget Camila Cabello.