"Minki I am tired, let's go to sleep" I said with a whine hoping that she'll say yes.
"I don't want to sleep! I want to see the movie."
"It's the 7th one! It's 5 a.m in the morning!"
"Exactly! It's morning! What's the point in sleeping now?"
"Please..."
"Aaah fine!"
I grabbed the remote and I turned off the TV. Finally I can sleep. Wait I forgot to lock the door.
"Where are you going?"
"I forgot to lock the door."
"Oh..."
In the moment I put my head on the pillow I felt the good sensation of falling asleep. It is so good...
"Jonghyun..." Minki said sitting now.
"What happened?"
"I can't sleep..."
"...Why?"
"I am afraid..."
"I told you to stop watching horror movies! Come here..." What can I do besides cuddling her? I am ending the day at 5 a.m with the same hope. That mom and dad won't find out...She needs to stay with me and to be honest I need her more than she needs me...I can't imagine how my life will be from now on without her...Is this love? Or it's just the friendship feeling? Or is a emotion that I haven't felt yet? This could be a mixed emotion. Love, love like friendship love, sadness, happiness, fear...This emotion haunts me always...It's like is Minki's aura...Maybe it is...
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I was woken up by the alarm. It's 8 a.m...I slept 3 hours...Fuck today I'll be a zombie. Minki is still sleeping like always. I am still confused...How does she still sleeps after some 'biiip biiips'? I have to go down in the kitchen so my family won't come to check if I died choked by a feather from my pillow...Carefully, I unlocked the door and locked it again after I exited. While climbing down the stairs I heard my mom talking about me. I couldn't help and I stopped to listen.
"Sweetheart I think something is wrong with Jonghyun. He stays in his room like always. And sometimes I hear him talking by himself. What if he has a problem but he's afraid to tell us?"
"Don't worry darling! I am sure he is fine."
"He is talking with the walls!"
"Maybe he is talking on the phone..."
"Maybe...But he can't talk on the phone always! I am sure something is wrong! I can feel it!"
"What if he has a girlfriend and he talks with her?"
"It could be that! But if he has a girlfriend why he didn't tell us?"
"He might think it's to early. Or he thinks that we will want to meet the girl and she isn't ready yet so he keeps it as a secret."
"Yes..."
What?! A girlfriend?! And she heard me and Minki?! Fuck! I am going there and I hope they won't ask me questions.
"Good morning mom! Good morning dad!"
"Morning my son!"
"Jonghyun I need to ask you something." My mom said with a worried look. Fuck that's it! I have to lie.
"Yes? What happened?"
"Are you ok? I mean...Do you want to tell us something?"
"Yes...I am hungry...Can I eat without weird questions?"
"They aren't weird...Sit down."
I did as I was told. I sat down on the chair looking at my dad and then at my mom waiting for her to ask me about a girlfriend.
"Are you still...You know..."
"A virgin?" That came from my dad and I am shocked...I didn't expect him to say that.
"What? I don't understand where you want to get with that."
"Your dad wanted to say...Are you still single?"
"...Do I really have to answer this?"
I really don't know what lie to tell. If I say yes they will ask me about a girl and if I say no they will ask me questions about my psychical health. I guess lying about a girl is better so...
"I have a girlfriend..."
"Really?! I mean...Good job my son I am proud!" I could tell by his reaction that he didn't expect me to say that. My dad always thought I was gay. I heard him saying it a few times. But as always, my mom shuted him up saying that I am not gay. Now I don't know if my mom was right or my dad. I always thought I was straight. Well since I met Minki I kind of became bisexual. She looks too good for a boy.
"Jonghyun I am so happy! When we will meet the girl?"
"I don't know. She isn't ready to meet you."
"How old is she?" My dad asked still not believing that I have a girlfriend.
"20."
"What's her mother's job?"
"Really mom? Her mom died..."
"Oh I am so sorry..."
"She has a dad right?"
"Yes..." I said a bit annoyed. "Her dad works as a waiter." I was faster than him. 1 point for me...
"Is it enough? Can I go in my room?"
"I have one more question." My dad said. This time in a serious tone witch made me to be a bit worried and afraid. Afraid of what he will ask.
"A patient escaped from the hospital. Do you saw it? It is a boy that pretends he is a girl."
When I heard that I was about to faint! Fuck he noticed that Minki isn't in the hospital anymore.
"What?! I didn't know!" I said with fake worry hoping that he won't notice it.
"And some pills are missing too."
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Because you were the one who was near the medicine room."
"You think that I could steal pills?! Really?! And if I steeled them...I didn't I am just saying...What I was gonna do with them? I am not on drugs for sure!"
"Yeah you are right...Sorry for accusing you...I am just worried."
"No problem. Now excuse me I have to go in my room."
I hate when he does this. But he's right, I steeled the pills. And I steeled Minki too. Only because I wanted her to be happy. And she seems good. She isn't seeing the things again. Or if she sees them she is calmer. I am proud of the progress she made.
"Good morning Minki!"
"Good morning..." I could tell that she just woke up.
"I'm sorry, I can't bring you any food. Not yet."
"It's ok, don't worry."
I wanted to tell her about the hospital but I couldn't. She will have a mental breakdown and it isn't good for her. I'll just wait the right moment to tell her.
"Did something happened? You look...Lost...Lost in your thoughts."
"I am just tired...I slept 3 hours because someone was watching movies."
"Oh shut it! I slept 3 hours too and I feel so good."
"Minki all I want to do today is to sleep. And you'll sleep too!"
"I don't want to sleep!"
"I watched 7 horror movies, you'll sleep 7 hours. Now relax."
"NoW rElAx"
"Stop it."
"Ah fine..."
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HSKSBSK I haven't posted in 3 months what the heck!! I am so sorry but I am busy with school. I'll try my best to update sooner but if I don't please try to understand me. Fuck the school:)) I hope you like this chapter wrote at 6:25 in the morning:)) If I made mistakes and repeated myself it's because I haven't slept all the night :)) Jonghyun isn't the only one who had a late night:)) And I almost forgot...NU'EST HAD A COMEBACK I AM LATE TO SAY THAT BUT ANYWAY I'LL SAY IT WE STAN TRUE KINGS THE SONG IS A BOP!! That's it that was my 6:27 talk. Thank you so much for reading and if you liked it don't forget to vote ily ❤❤💗💗

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