Stay with me {Kellic}

chapter 4

*Still vic pov*

"goodnight!" i yell before running off stage.

the hardest part was not looking at kellin,all i wanted to do was get on my knees,kiss him, talk to him, and ask him questions.

"you had a conection with that, guy in the crowd,that guy vic, something you want to say" mike jokes as he starts laughing.

i feel my face heat up.

"no,i dont" i say softly and mike goes away  

"ya,you got really close to that dude, you never hold someones hand during that song" jaime says glaring at me.

"we've only played it like what three times this past year" i say and jaime just rolls his eyes at me.

"and you picked this performance for a close fan connection" jaime says 

"well fan connection is the best kind of connection, we should add more" i say

"you have so many fan connections, and i cant just go on my knees or sit down and get close to guys, and the look you gave him was like he broke your heart, or you like him alot, you shouldnt send fake connection to fans giving them false hope,you are straight, you dont even know if you are his favorite member,he might not even be gay" jaime spats at me,

 did he just say 'he'? hes mad over me holding kellins hand? this is about kellin? im not giving kellin false hope and well kellin is gay and so am i, if only jaime knew what happened yesterday at the bar,maybe he wouldnt be so hostile about this

 "did he have something to drink?" i whisper in tony's ear and he shakes his head no and just shurgs.

        its been an hour of sitting in silence in the dressing room, as jaime sends daggers at me, eye daggers obviously, he wouldnt throw real ones at me...well he seems mad at me for some reason so maybe he would throw something at me. mike is just on his phone watching who knows what, he keeps laughing every five minutes. and for tony, hes a sleep, his head resting on mike's lap, while his feet are over mine,  how is tony not waking up from mike's constant laughing?

        "okay guys, i think it's okay if we go to the bus now, lets meet some fans this could be fun" i say braking the silence -besides mikes annoying laughter- i push tonys legs off of me, making him groan as he moves and sits up, removing his head from mike's lap and he sits in between mike and i.

"agreed?" i ask and before anyone can answer i mummble "good" then i leave the room and head for the back door.

im about to move the door knob until jaime swats my hand away and opens the door, almost to have it hit me in the face -thank god for my fast reflexes and putting my hand out so the door wouldnt have hit me- i make my way outside, its a little dark but for the street lights and from all the phones of fans who have waited.

"hi vic, i love you" a girl says and i smile

"hi, i love you too" i say as i sign her ticket she holded out to me, i give it back and then we took  a photo. fans are the best arent they.

        tons of fans later and thats when i see jaime, talking to kellin.

"hey vic, im alan" i look to the guy next to kellin.

"hey, its nice to meet you"  i say with a smile,

jaime and kellin look like they are in deep convosation.

"do you know him?" i ask looking at kellin

"you mean, kellin? ya we are good friends" alan says and i nod