Stay with me {Kellic}

Chapter 29

i sit there on the floor for what seems like hours, i've been staring at the blank walls ignoring all the music, everything sounded silent in my head. 

"kellin? matty told me this was your room, im sorry" i hear vic's voice over the music, his voice took me out of the silence i thought i had, i dont answer.

"kellin, i, i only asked because, i want us to still be friends, you know, and friends have to make sure friends are safe" he adds and i smile a little bit, he cares.

fuck kellin, no, he doesnt care, he ignored you.

i frown.

"im sorry" vic mumbles then i slightly hear him walking away.

i crawl into bed and pull the covers tightly around me.

*Mikes pov*

when kellin left vic, jenna deleted kellin's contact, it took her a day, i could've done better! but i was lazy. mostly jenna distracted vic from kellin, and i thought that was the end, until one day he came back home acting weird, that day was like two days ago, he didnt say why, but when i saw kellin last night, i knew it was him. this ruins so much, but hes with some guy apparently so it doesnt ruin much, i just need to make sure kellin doesnt get close to vic.

i love vic, dont get me wrong, but ever since we we're little, hes been the favorite child,the favorite teen, the favorite fuentes, my friends even leaned twards him, he got the girls he didnt even want, he never realized it but so many girls would look at him, and they would come to me. 'hey mike, vic is still single right?' all i wanted to do was scream 'hes gay!' at them but i didnt want to draw too much attention, as much as i hated girls going to him, i didnt want everyone making fun of him. he got all A's, i went to parties and got D's when lucky i got C's. i know we have grown up, but it still hurts, hes the fucken singer! im just the drummer! even though hes had one open boyfriend for like a week, girls still cant get away from him. what about me? im also a fuentes! do they care? some not all.

*Kellin Pov*

after an hour of just laying there, i get up and straighten out my clothes before making my way to the party scene, i scrunch up my nose as i see people making out, i dont know why im getting so disgusted by this. i  then see jack and i give him a small smile, he smiles at me then goes back to whatever beer drinking challenge they are planing, i know him, hes never that interested in any thing unless its drinking when it comes to parties. im surprised he isnt on top of a table yet, i used to hear all about it, before i ever talked to him, people would talk about how he left parties shirtless, or he would be the life of the party, where did his shirt go? who knows but i think i heard a girl braging about how she had it.

i press my back against a wall just waiting for something interesting to happen, and thats when i see vic walk towards jaime, his eyes blood shot, jaime dosnt pay attention to him, i really dont want to go see if hes okay, but my heart takes over my feet and doesnt pay attention to my head.

"vic" i say as i softly grab his wrist, he turns around slowly and thats when i see the tear stains all down his cheeks

"vic, talk to me" i say and he shurgs as he tries to walk away from me.

"vic" i say louder and he looks back at me. i push him along thought the house and i find a door to the basement, i havent been down here before. i open the door and i gently guide vic down the stairs, i hear the door close behind us, must've been some one being pushed against it, i wouldnt be surprised. i roll my eyes at the thought and i look around. its empty, and theres a couch and a tv, i sit vic down and i let go of my grip on his wrist and sit down next to him. 

"talk to me" i say and he looks away from me.

"its stupid" he mumbles

"fucken talk to me" i say getting fusterated already

"im sorry" he says softly

"for everything" he adds

"fuck i dont feel well" he says in almost a whisper

"do you want to lay down?" i ask and he just shakes his head.

"i'll be fine, i always am" he says with a small smile.

"i cant sleep because i think you hate me" he adds

"i dont hate you"

he opens his mouth to say something but then quickly closes it.

"i really dont" i add and he wraps his arms around me, it takes me a minute before putting my arms around him.

"have a good life, okay kellin quinn" vic says before backing out of the hug and going up the stairs

"vic!" i call up after him but he just goes up the stairs faster.

what does he mean have a good life. am i missing something. whats going on.

i rush up the stairs and look all around the first floor. no sign of vic anywhere, no sign of mike, where the hell did jaime go! did tony even come? is he still here? i rush outside and try to find him from the dull lights that are out here, i must've really over selpt this morning because i dont think i've been awake long and its already dark out, or maybe i just really did look off into space for hours. i go back inside the house, its no use. hes gone. they are gone. and he told me to 'have a good life' does that mean i'll never see him again? can tonight just end.

"have a good life,okay kellin quinn" his words repeat over and over again in my head, almost like he was standing right next to me.